Unpredictable Alpha and Omega

No one knows that they were going to be born in this chaotic universe, seems a really pessimistic view but it is what it is. And will always be a never ending question, not only answerable by yes or no or just like an open ended questions. But it is made up of full fucking complexities which is number one: where did you came from? number two: where will you end up with? Religion is there just to pacify you for a moment, to keep you calm and at least you can rely on something, that at some point and somehow you can have some so called "supreme being" that you can lean on when the world is dragging you down and he'll tell where you will go after your soul departed from your physical body. Abrakadabra, that's it! You can show hypocrisy now, by going to a church, kneeling on your knees, apologizing for all your sinful deed (at the same time assuring your self that you are a new creation now and you are fucking sterile from being labeled as a person), doing some what you call is "ministry" but it's actually non sense. In a way that you just wasted your time, money and effort in doing it, resulting to nothing. Come to think of it, who told you that there is GOD? Your religious leader, right? A human being, who just annointed himself to be a fucking moron pastor and leader. Where did he get the idea of GOD? From the Bible? who wrote it? some self proclaimed apostles, who you did not even met and has no any physical proof of existence. Think! Before it's too late my comerades!