She would like ye shaoguang because he was worthy of her trust

"You didn't tell me about your father's illness because of your pathetic self-esteem. You didn't want to borrow money from me because you felt that doing so would make you lower yourself. You didn't want Ji Mianmian to know, and you didn't know if I would really help you. Or rather, in your heart, I might not have been someone worthy of your trust."

Xiao Xu shook his head."No, no... Miss qingsi is not like that. I believe you, really. I know you're doing this for my own good. I'm afraid ... I won't be able to pay you back ..."