It was just one more month before I'd debut in Code Pink. We were going to shoot for our first music video for our debut song " Fairytale" . We had been practising the choreography from over a month now and today was the time we'd make use of it . LG had straightforward told us that since this is our debut song he wouldn't entertain any kind of mistake that could be pointed out in public. We had put on our makeup and we were assigned on what we had to do . We had already recorded the song a month before .For god's sake I had gained two kgs and my picture had dumbfounded the internet. I got comments like" hot " and " skinny patient " and stuff but that did not discourage me . Hanna unnie was the incharge of visuals so she shot her parts first while the rest of us after her. We did the group parts soon and finished shooting for the mv and went to the dorm . The day of my dream was just a month away and our group pictures were already out on the internet . We were gearing up for the hectic schedule that was going to come up after stage debut . I had gained a healthy weight that I wish I keep it for as constant I can . CodeZ had become a popular name by now and they had released their second song ' ninth cloud ' . But they could not get the recognition they were supposed to get and I wish we do well after all we have put in lots of effort .