Leaving back to Hometown

5th June 2016

morning 6 o'clock

I got a call from her while I was packing.

she was crying and was not saying anything.

I tried to make her laugh ca her down nothing worked.

After 23 mins and 20 sec asked me in low tone,will u ever cheat on me.

I asked her what's wrong With u why do even ask that Question again and again why are u not believing on me that I will not cheat on you.

Her reply' I don't believe you because you are leaving and u maybe go on a date if u fine anyone more beautiful than me,I know that I am ugly,I know I have been broken and u fixed me just by doing stupid things like sitting on knees for me like 15 time for taking a bike ride for drinking juice and for the chocolates,I know that I am so ugly that u will find someone more beautiful than me,u are leaving,I want you to promise me that you won't leave me no matter what happens, Promise me you won't look at any other girl, Promise me that you will be there on my Birthday, Promise me u will hold my hand forever and never let me go no matter how stupid I would be, NO MATTER HOW I BEHAVE,NO MATTER I STOP TALKING TO YOU, please never leave my hand if u turn away just pull me back and Hug me tight so that I could forget all the anger and fall down again for you,promise me these all things.

For a second I started crying just by hearing voice and her cries I don't know why but that time I felt so damn scared to loose her I wasn't able to speak.

I said her just 29 min I will be right back.

I left all the thing went straight to her house.

Called her and said come to the balcony,she asked me again what are u saying I can understand say it again,I said come to your balcony,she came and was looking at me straight in the eye tears came off her eyes I said open the gate she came down running and opened the gate,she was all wet her eyes where swelled up,her lips were dried,her hand was shaking,and she couldn't stand properly,I pulled her towards me and hugged her tightly,she started crying and I said her to close her mouth and take deep breaths.

She was just crying and then I kissed on her forehead and said I won't ever leave you stupid Moti.

she kicked me in the balls by saying do I look like a fatty to you.

It was paining like hell and I was laughing like an idiot.

I said her Moti is an expression for me not that Fatso moti.

she smiled a bit and I again hugged her sat on my knees, opened my arms and said I love u idiot you are the most beautiful I have ever seen,and tears came of my eyes I looked down and blood was there running through her pinky toe,I asked her how the hell did this happen she said while running I stubbed my toe in the gate I made her sit on the stairs and took her feet on my lap,cleaned it I always have a bandage in my wallet.

Applied it on her toe and said you got Beautiful toes can I have them,she started laughing and I said pull it up and kissed them and said I want this feet to be my childrens Heaven.

she blushed and asked do I look Beautiful?

I pulled her cheeks give her a head to head like really hard and said u better not call yourself ugly from today onwards and kissed her forehead and cheeks hugged her tyt and said I promise I will be there on your birthday.

She pulled out her lady finger and said Pinky Promise?

I holded her hand and said promise I won't leave u idiot and I will be back and kissed her palms and while leaving I asked her again to pull her feet up and kissed it and said I will be back.

I left and came home got scolded like anything got 5 slaps and two kicks from my grandfather.

Then I left for the Airport.

when I sat in the flight she called and said me remember your promise that u won't go to any girl no matter what happens and I said I won't go and will be back.

please take care of yourself

love u my cute lil Angel❤️

Bye