is lee chang is sick??

this is lee chang and my story's starting point(park min close the dairy and looks at her dad coming)...dad i hope he will be fine..what did the doctor say?? how much time he will take to recover my lee chang ...ohh!!my daughter do't worry he will be fine...dad i love him so much..what if something bad happen....don't worry everything will be fine....(park min opens her dairy and starts writing again)

the days passed like that only.... everyday i gets angry on him and he always smiles....he was always with me as my dad made him my secretory..when i wakeup i thought of him...when i go to sleep i think of him....he was becoming close to me....everything was so good...my behaviour was changed...i was smiling...laughing...feeling so good...and i am trying my best to understand what is happening to me....and finally day have had came when he kneels down and propose to me... i was so happy...i was about to say yes.......but i can't say YES to him.....i was afraid.....my phone was ringing....i don't wanted to pick it... but i had no other choice.....

i was afraid.. i was scared i don't wanted to go there... and meet that person.....i wanted to tell lee chang that I LOVE YOU.... but.... that person came into my life again.... i really don't wanted to cry again... i also don't wanted to get depressed ..ahhhhGODDDD I ALSO WANT TO BE HAPPY...