...BACK TO SENSES...

...I kept on grinning wrapping my head around my arms and finally..ALLAS!... tears burst out...I screamed...HAAAAAAAHHHH!!!...screamed again...but there was no one to hear me...or maybe..someone...who knows...I cried out allowed...tilted my head as high as I could..screamed out tears..I was crying...and..and..was screaming..but my grin was still solid...then..I got up a little..and laughed out aloud..MWHAHAHHAAHAHAHA!!!!..tears were still showering out of my blood red eyes...my whole face became soaking red...my palms were covered with tears..but my grin..that monstrous grin...heh..was still solid..there was no one I could go to...there was nowhere I could hide at...there was nothing I could do....I felt totally helpless as there was no way out...of the hell I turned my life into...i couldn't think..i..couldn't see nothing...I couldn't hear...everything went dark.....it seemed like this is the end...what else could I do now...NOTHING...then something popped into my mind...I got up...walked dreamingly as I could hardly feel anything around me...I wasn't crying anymore...there were no tears in my eyes anymore....I couldn't speak anything...all my voice was wasted into the scream.....I went into the kitchen....grabbed a knife..stabbed my palm...as soon as I stabbed my palm..I came back to my senses..that sudden change of emotion made me normal again..but now I had to do something for the trouble I caused to myself...It was bleeding like red wine had spilled out of a huge glass...I immediately ran towards my room where I had kept my first aid box...thanks to my mom that she forced me to do it...OOFFF...she saved me once again...THANKS MOM...I applied all the medicinal stuff and bandaged my palm area myself...although I hadn't done anything like this before..it was still good.^^""...I went towards the sofa and sat down..I had do something for this..I couldn't just die without doing anything...think boi think....what can be done...I stressed hard...so hard that my brain nerves became visible...I moved my head a little towards a window while thinking to lay my head on my another palm...as soon as i moved my head towards the window..I noticed that someone was watching me for the whole time....my face grew pale again...WHAT!...she was a woman...I could just see her eyes...her eyes full of terror...those were the most terrifying eyes I had ever seen in my life...totally red..large...with eyelense tiny as a dot...she was watching me opening her eyes as far as she could...I don't know why....as soon as my eyes saw her s she disappeared...but there was a fact I noticed...those features....those features of the eye resembled to that of the rat s which got vanished into no where because of my fault..WAIT!..something hit into my mind...is it possible..that somehow..that lab rat...transformed..into a..uuh..human..well..I knew that the world isn't normal anymore...so this might be possible...but what now...what will he do to me...I was scared for my life...and there was still someone roaming around me. . .I couldn't see..but I could feel..it..a..a..spectre....i felt like crying again...but I was strong...I had to fight them...the first thing i did was to lock the main door...the second thing I did was isolating the DEVIL'S ROOM from the rest of the house...I sealed it with all the polythin bags and covers I had..so that fluid material couldn't penetrate out...then I nailed a wooden plank..left during the building of the apartment...at the entrance of the ROOM...gathered all the knifes and fire making thingies..put them in my bag...two blades in both of the pockets...I wasn't ready to fight yet...I didn't know a single thing about those creatures...or whatsoever they were...I had to gather information...I didn't know who I was going to fight with...I had no idea what they were...how could i even think of fighting them alone...so stupid...all these arrangements took the whole night..I was worked out like a machine...I was dizzy and wanted to sleep...I didn't know when would I pass out...it was still raining...and the time was now 4 am...i had to take this chance...i couldn't do anything in this condition..so I had to rest at any cost...another fatal step I took was to..sleep...i wished that I could see the dawn...Good Night....

...so friends today you saw me getting ready to face the foreign demons...and to unfold the secrets that were buried deep into the ROOM OF DIMENSIONS...what will happen next...will I be able to see the dawn...or I will end up being the first prey of these aliens...??...find out in the next chapter of..TROD.....