Racing thoughts in my head

Even with Becky out of my thoughts I just have my mind racing through a lot of things.

My school work seems to be nothing to me.

Becky avoids me when I see her. She's always with her class when she sees me. She even won't give me a sign or anything.

Carly sees me in the halls and doesn't do much of anything except threaten me in other ways every day.

Valeria keeps on leaving notes on my locker that says "I should have stayed away. Now things will get worst."

My dream world just has Becky and I separated. One night after another it's one disaster after another.

Even one night I had a dream that she died in front of my eyes.

I blamed myself for the events that led up to the break-up of us.

Everything just seems so different now and I can't do anything about it.