Harper

"Harper. What do you want from me?" I ask.

"I live here now. Hailey died last month. She told me I would be seeing you soon." Harper replied.

"What about-" I start.

"Alex is doing fine. She worries about you at times." Harper replied.

"Well she shouldn't have to. I'm my own person now." I state.

"I know you are. It's not right though." Harper stated back.

~*~

The day before prom cam and the day went by very fast that I couldn't keep track.

Becky told me to meet her at the door tomorrow night.

I told her that I will.

I went home and found Harper in the living room. I walked over to Harper.

"I know that I shouldn't have left, but its history." I stated.

"It's not history! You made a promise to protect Alex and you left her. How does it make you feel? Huh? How does it feel to be a liar?" Harper yelled.

"Stop it Harper!" I yelled back.

"No, you are going to tell me who you really are! I mean it right now!" Harper yelled.

I grunted loudly dropping my fist to the table.

"Who are you?! Are you October James that I met or a Mr. I can change my life in a year?" Harper yelled.

"I am who I made myself to be. I am October James who was born with parents who died at age three and put into foster care! I am October James who will make me into who I want to be! I am me Harper! I changed for me and wanted more than you expect." I snapped.

Harper brushes a finger across my cheek.

"October, you are deciding too soon. Your body is too weak. You are trying to resist who you really are." Harper states.

Harper draws circles on my cheek with her finger.

I removed the finger off my cheek.

"I said I am not like that anymore. You can't force me into my sensations." I state.

"Really? I bet you would be in it if I did this." Harper says.

Harper traces her finger down my neck. I exhaled slowly. My weak point.

"See? I know enough for my mind to find the person's weak point in the body." Harper stated.

I was retraining my urge to scream. It felt good, but it was wrong at the same time.

Harper traces her hand to my chest and started to kiss my neck.

"Augh." I grunt.

"Quiet." Harper whispers into my ear.

Harper had me to my lowest point where I was too weak. Harper started to take me into her world.

"Oh." I moaned.

Harper had her hands exploring my body.

I started to moan more and more.

Harper pulls down my pants and boxers. She puts her mouth around my erection.

I groaned.

"Shit," I yell.

Harper's head moves up and down. She stops after a few minutes.

"I bet that did get you into your sensation." Harper states.

Harper leaves the room. Harper has gotten better with that.

I pulled up my pants. I must get in control of that.