81. You want it

He stood still at the door his heart beating fast. He was stupid to think that he could escape her, he could never escape her not when she was already in his mind. He started to fidget his hands shaking as he watched her moan slowly.

"I came. I came. I came because mum asked me to return your, your scarf." He stuttered avoiding eye contact with her. He was looking at everything in her room now but her. When she tried to stand up he knew that it would be wise to leave the room before she stood, but unlike other days his legs were glued to the ground.

Maybe because she had never been so outright in seducing him before, he could sense that something was wrong and he wanted to know what was. If only he was in his right state of mind.

She stood up from the bed in one swift move and walked up to him. Then she pushed the door to a close, something he should have done himself after he left.

"Jennie." He choked out, he bent down to meet her eyes unable to avoid them any more because now she was so close to him, so fucking close he could feel the impact in his cock. She pushed his lean frame to the wall and pressed herself against him.

"Is there something wrong?" He stuttered. Her eyes dimmed immediately he asked that and he noticed it and wanted to probe more, but as fast as her eyes dimmed it began to shine again with desire.

"You are already erect for me baby." She said flatly ignoring his question. She was going to distract herself with him that night and she didn't need anybody reminding her of the things she wanted to keep at the side till tomorrow.

She exhaled trying to drown the guilt she suddenly felt at his question. Then she bit his ears softly causing him to moan his breath cooling her neck. Her hands travelled to his crotch and she grinded against it loving as his breathing became intense, heavy beads of sweat decorated his forehead.

His was burning from the inside and she was the cause of his fire. "Do you want me to stop?" She asked staring into his eyes with as much intensity her insane guilt ridden mind could muster.

"I.. Don't know!" He answered honestly. He had always wondered what his reaction would be if Jennie should ever touch him inappropriately during one of her moves. His mind would tell him that he could take it but his heart would tell him otherwise. Now he knew which one of them was telling a lie.

She moved back too quickly sending his body into a depth of need, then she watched him eager to know what his move would be, touch her or leave her.

He put his hands on his head and breathed harshly through his parted lips. She could tell that he was frustrated as frustrated as she was with everything. Lust was a force too powerful to control. And she needed him in her.

"Ok then! Since you don't know you can go back and tell your mum that I said thanks for the scarf." She sighed breaking eye contact with him. Then she walked to the door and opened it gesturing for him to take the walk out of her room. He didn't want to go but the look in her eyes told him that he had no choice.

She didn't want him to leave too but she had exhausted her limits and was not going to go further. If he wanted her he just had to come to her on his own.

He eyed her hesitantly but in the end his mind won and he made to leave. Just as he took a step outside her room Jennie held his hands stopping him, he turned around to look into her eyes, his heart was beating fast in anticipation of what she was going to say.

"My pussy hurts from waiting for you for so long. I don't know how long it can wait anymore." She mouthed with a sweet smile. He didn't reply, he removed her hand from his and left. If he dared speak he knew how his voice would come out as, as a groan.

Jennie couldn't sleep properly the entire night. Her mind would go from thinking about Josh to having nightmares about Gloria. When she had the third nightmare she couldn't stand it anymore so she decided that she would just sleep in the plane when she knew that she was going to Gloria.

Hopefully then the nightmares would stop.  It was round 4am when she decided to stop trying, she packed up her bag and prepared herself for a trip to ocean city. She didn't know how Joshua was going to take her leaving so sudden but she hoped that it would be to her benefit Whatever reaction he had.