A Devil and An Angel

And I think I have just jinxed it. Because the first thing that I get to experience after activating the spell while sitting in a meditated position within the magic incantation circle is agonizing pain.

Incredible agonizing pain.

So much pain that I immediately snap out of the memory and sweat profusely. My hands quickly grab my chest, as my heart races rapidly within its ribcage.

I can still feel each of those deadly angelic blade pierces through my body, ripping my spirit apart.

And from what I can recall, I realize I was being executed. Despite being executed, I did not resist. I did not even bother to. There is no reason for me to, not anymore.

That is what I have felt in that very moment. It is as if there is no reason for me to remain in existence anymore. Honestly, why would I feel something like that?

I did not fully understand until I have Legion replays the memory for me to view on the big screen.