I DON'T HATE HIM BUT I HAVE LOST RESPECT FOR HIM.

JK POV

~Next Day~

~In School~

*i was waiting for y/n whole day but she didn't come to school. y/n i love you, you know this very well so for god sake just come to your KOOKIE🍪,BUNNY🐇,OPPA,DADDY🍆~,please please come to me[crying in silence]

After the dismissal i ran to my appt and then to y/n's house.*

Door bell: Ding dong

Y/N opened the door.

y/n: you.....{she was about to close the door but i stopped her}

-y/n please please just listen to me. i love you.i am really sorry y/n.

*i entered the house and tucked her on the wall.*

-y/n i am really very very veryyyy sorry,my princess please forgive me, please!!!

y/n:Why are you sorry jungkook? please dont be. that was a dare or a bet, for that only you played with my feelings,right? And i am really very sorry, i haven't even congratulated you yet. So CONGRATULATIONS MR. JEON JUNGKOOK: school's crush. i always wonder why you proposed me,yes, ofcourse for a dare😶.why jungkook??why you played with my feelings,my emotions?[started crying] 😭Jungkook, you saw my entire body,every inch of my body, i dedicated each and everything to you,and what you gave me in return? :nothing. And you know what i dont hate you but i have lost respect for you. so just get out of my house and dont show me your fucking face to me please, its a request.

-y/n i am really very sorry,just forgive me once please....

y/n: just get.....

*i stopped her in between by kissing her. it was indeed a nice one but.....she pushed me back and slapped me,it was a tight slap*

y/n: this wont happen again jungkook!!! it will be better for you and me not meet each other and be away. please dont come back here again.

-y/n just beat me as much asyou want but please dont tell me to live without you,i cannot live without and you are telling me to be away from you,its really very difficult for me.

y/n: please get out[shouted]😭😡

*i left*

End of POV

Y/N POV

* my heart was pounding so fast.oh god,i am broken.who will understand me?i just want to ignore jungkook but when jungkook told those words i can feel that he is really sorry about what he has done.i made an eye contact with him which was really terrible for me,i just want cry on somebody's shoulder but there is no one with me😭😭.i want everything to get normal,i wont go to school for a week...*