Ch4

today's school is over. what a relief.i was thinking of going home and taking some rest. but before I could say anything, gab opened her wide lips and uttered the deadly words i hate to hear.

'LETS GO PARTY!!! there's a party at steve house. let's go...'

come on . not a party on the first day of school. i was refusing but as soon as I heard that josh is coming., i agreed, not only me but all the girls of our school...

anyway. i somehow feel attracted to him. how can it happen. Love at first sight! ew! at least not me. but my mind wises that he loves me too.

I sent to home to get ready for the party. gab and Tess was with me. it is a hobby for them to try on my clothes... i picked up a simple black it a flare dress. it suited me well.

with some liners,mascara,lipstick and a diamond chain, i looked.... well.... different but pretty! i reached Steve's house and must say, that the house was a mess now itself. wonder what mess I'm gonna make after I get drunk. ya I know that I'm a terrible drinker. like I get drunk after two shots.

but I can't resist myself around alcohol.

oh my god. there's josh. in a Navy blue color t shirt that perfectly matches him. and his hot body was protecting .

as if well now I can resist drinks!!!

as usual i got drunk in the first shot. i started talking rubbish. i went to talk to josh. but he was avoiding me. but I was clingy as hell. i went after him. and he started to talk to the'' drunk me" then came the second shot and I only see darkness...

I hear people talking but I'm not in a situation to respond. . i feel someone's hands holding me and I feel like a princess... i can understand everything happening. it's josh...

he is asking me my address. i can't open my lips . it feels as if they are sealed. FUCK!! he's taking me to his house. i must be the luckiest girl in the world right now. hitting the jackpot because of being drunk!

I reach his house and he takes me to his room. i am getting back to my senses. i smell dust... i slowly open my eyes... i see the sexy josh i couldn't resist but kiss him . he too kissed him back. i could feel the tension between us... his tounge swirling in my mouth. i slowly raise his t shirt. suddenly he stops me... he runs away from me. increasing the distance between us . my eyelids feel dizzy and I go back to sleep