Ch.6

josh adjusted his voice... well his voice was angry. i glare into his eyes he glares into mine.with lots of anticipation i looked into his lovely eyes... waiting for the magical three words and he started talking

"i know you have a thousand questions to me... i remember everything that had happened, but I will like it if you would forget it... i hate what happened between us. and I don't like socializing.. i hope you would understand my situation. let's forget everything."

it felt so heartbreaking. likes we were not dating or stuff. but those sentences made my heart break. yup but still I had feelings for him.

before I could think of everything he walked away. and tears dropped from my eyes.

I share everything with gab and Tess. they sart with teasing but ends up with patting me..

I return home and it's late.. i go to my bed write my diary, upload the videos . i even have videos of josh... i apply cream n my face i turn my head and I see Josh's house... it feels different . like there's no supernatural being.in that house. but Josh.... my crush... he is someone i can't erase from my heart. forgetting would be easy for him. but not for me. i go to sleep after a lot of time thinking about him. .

.next day.

I see josh walking . but he pretended that he didn't even see me.. well that hurt...I had more encounters with him like english class... sports and parties . but now I've stopped alcohol for him... but he keeps on avoiding me...

and before I could count the days a week passed... i see the poster for the dance competition.... i have some interest in competition and dancing... i giggle myself... it is in the afternoon . i finish my lunch and go to the dance room with gab . Tess has no interest in dance. so she scooted out. i go there and see a number of people... teacher comes she closes the door "it's time... now let's see . i need the boys on one side and girls on the other side and let's do some pairing"

teacher comes and counts and it's 39...she makes us stand in pairs. and as usual I'm the tallest. i hate it .. and I'm left with no partner

she is upset about the uneven number. she needed pairs... then comes a kNock on the door and I wish for some tall guy... and a long leg with sneqkers enters and I am happy. but I see the face and I feel dizzy. it's JOSH!!!