Ch. 23

so i was doing this in secret and he didnt seem to know...

i had brought raw meat to grill. and josh dont buy raw meat. he cant stand the smell of blood. i just wanted to see the extremity of his thrist for blood. we were sitting reading books and thats when i asked

"can we eat something.."

"okay, ill order..."

"wait..." i went to the freezer and took the tiffin which i had ordered earlier. raw meat.

i took it in friend of him...

he stared at me... his pupil dialated, his hands became strong... his face changed... and all i could see was a beast...

he ran to me like anything.

i screamed and got out of the room. and ran to the park nearby.... i couldnt believe what i just saw... josh was actually a beast no matter how good he is to me...

i started to cry...

i spend a lot of time in that park. even though its scary , i knew that i had to go back. i cant leave him alone. i walked back home. i slowly opened the door.

josh sat there with blood stains in his white shirt.

he raised his head to look at me... and started to cry...

i didnt know what to do. i just went and hugged him. he held onto me like a little baby...

"do we really have to do this...?"

he asked...

i nodded... he cried some more into my dress.

after some silence.. i said we needed a bath...

he got up and asked me to shower first.

"why dont we do it together?".... i asked..

his dull fave suddenly looked bright...

i roved his shirt and pushed him into the bathroom. he removed rest of his clothes and stared at me through the mirror right behind me.. he removed my dress and picked me up ...

" i would never hurt you, sarah.." he said with a kiss...

i was shy seeing myself and him Naked through the mirror....

and we did enjoy our steamy shower well...