Beautiful dreams that feel bad

The sky is clear, white clouds can be seen moving slowly following the direction of the wind that blows.

So beautiful, Rose muttered in her heart as soon as she opened her eyes and the clear blue sky greeted her immediately.

"The sky looks peaceful but why is my heart restless?"

Rose asked herself, what sadness bothered her so that she felt like crying even though she was in the middle of a beautiful flower garden.

Rose looked around in all directions, there was no one but her but where was she? This place was so beautiful but so foreign that Rose decided to step through the towering rows of sunflower trees hoping she could find someone and ask where she was now.

Rose kept moving through the stalks and leaves of the very large and tall sunflowers but the more she moved, the more the sunflower trees squeezed her.

Somebody help me...

Rose couldn't even make a sound and could only pray in her heart for someone to come save her.

"The flowers are jealous because you are more beautiful than all of them."

That voice, Rose recognized that warm voice.

"Rayhan!" Rose shouting called out to Rayhan, finally she could speak again but there was no answer as the flowers squeezed her tighter so that it was difficult for her to breathe.

"I told you to don't, don't ever let go of my hand then you will get lost." That voice again, Rose turned to look towards the source of the sound until finally finding Rayhan standing smiling at her.

"Hold my hand," Rayhan said holding out his hand, Rose smiled and immediately took Rayhan's hand then Rayhan led him and carried him through the sunflower trees with ease.

Finally, Rose can be relieved again, she smiled happily while enjoying the wind blowing on her face.

"It's so beautiful here, I love being here," Rose said while taking a deep breath of fresh air that entered her lungs.

"But we'll be late."

"Too late? Where are we going?"

"I don't know, I just wanted to take you away with me. This place is beautiful but the flowers here are so jealous of you. I don't want them to hurt you." Rayhan replied, his gentle smile made Rose immediately nod her head and followed Rayhan's steps again.

"In this world, we only have each other, so never let go of my hand," Rayhan said as he continued to walk towards a flower door in the middle of the garden.

Hearing Rayhan's words, Rose's heart became restless again. The sadness came again and then the shoe that Rose was wearing came off and left one of her shoes behind.

"My shoes..." said Rose reaching her hand out to reach her shoe that was off but Rayhan kept walking without paying attention to Rose who couldn't reach her shoe.

"Wait a minute Ray, I can't go out in just one shoe. I'm not Cinderella." Said Rose stopping her steps and letting go of Rayhan's hand to get back to her red heels.

Rose jogged to quickly reach her shoes and then put them back on but then suddenly they wouldn't fit.

"How come the shoes are shrinking?" Her babble was still struggling to put her right foot into her heels but it still wouldn't fit.

"Isn't this it partner?" Rose finally got annoyed and took off another shoe that was left at her feet and put it on the shoe that didn't fit her.

"It's the same size, how can it suddenly not fit?" Rose didn't understand why her shoes didn't fit, she then turned to Rayhan who was still waiting for her.

Rose was almost frustrated, she was about to leave the pair of shoes but someone suddenly knelt in front of her.

Rose tried to see the man's face but the man kept his head down so Rose couldn't see who it was.

Still curious, Rose continued to watch the man until suddenly he felt someone touch her ankle.

"What are you doing?" Rose asked as the man put white heels on her feet.

Rose felt uncomfortable with the treatment of the man she couldn't recognize because she was wearing shoes while she watched Rayhan walk away.

"Rayan!" Call Rose but Rayhan didn't care about it at all.

"Rayhan wait for me!" Rose shouted once more but Rayhan stepped further away, closer to the flower door.

Rose didn't care anymore about the man who put her shoes on, she ran after Rayhan but her steps became heavy, the pair of shoes had been attached to her feet and then seemed to have vines moving to bind her steps so she couldn't catch up with Rayhan anymore.

"I told you not to let go of my hand," Rayhan said smiling painfully, Rose could see Rayhan's tears dripping, and then Rayhan disappeared behind the flower door.

"Rayan!" Rose cried.

"You are mine now and forever."

Rose's cries stopped for a moment, Rose turned to the voice that whispered to her carefully and as she was afraid, it was William's voice who was already beside her with a cold face.

Rose couldn't help but cry again, she fell limply helplessly while the roots that bound her had disappeared but the door where Rayhan left also didn't look as if it had been eaten by fog.

"Even in my dreams, I hate you, William." ~

"I hate you, William..."

William was stunned to hear Rose delirious and says that he hates her.

William had intended to wake Rose because he had been asleep for too long but he found Rose looking restless in her sleep so he sat on the edge of the bed to wipe the sweat dripping off Rose's forehead.

"Get out of my life, William." Said Rose again with more tears streaming down the corners of her closed eyes.

William didn't know what to do now but for sure he felt angry with Rose who even hated him in her dream.

Once again the feeling came back, what was wrong with him? Was he that bad that Rose hated him so much? And what's the matter with you, William? You should be happy that Rose hates you so Rose won't be hurt if you end up separating, right? But why does it hurt so much?

Could it be that Rose had secretly entered his heart?

Even William had never felt this annoyed even when Gwen was openly approached by another man in front of him.

William was still by Rose's side and wondered in his heart about the source of his annoyance as Rose slowly woke up.

At first, Rose's vision seemed dim but then it got clearer until Rose finally realized that William was very close to her.

"Aaaaaaa!!!" Rose's screams startled William and pulled him away.

Rose immediately inched away while pulling the blanket to cover her body, which was actually still dressed as before.

"What did you do to me?" Rose asked suspiciously.

"I didn't do anything to you!" William replied, who was still in shock because Rose's screams were very loud, maybe that was one of the reasons why Rose was favored as a singer because her voice was very strong and shrill at the same time.

"Liar!"

"Really, just look at us still neatly dressed!" Obviously, William was stupid, he actually showed his innocent side that never touching women.

Rose then lifted the blanket that covered her body and she was still wearing the same dress and was quite neat.

"Then why are you so close to me? Surely you intend to do things beyond the limits right?" Rose said suspiciously after William was able to break her suspicion.

William was starting to get annoyed at the suspicion so he took off his coat and tie and unbuttoned his shirt and rolled up his sleeves manly.

"Are you suspicious or deliberately baiting me? I don't have to wait for you to fall asleep to do it, I can do it even right now."

Rose swallowed the saliva that tasted like pebbles in her throat and now felt sorry for upsetting William.

"Ok... Ok... I trust you so don't come close like that." Said Rose gave up.

"My dear Rosie, it's a shame I wanted to do now," William said with a smack he pulled the blanket covering Rose and crawled over to Rose.

"Okay fine, I was wrong for suspecting you. I'm sorry. Please stay where you are." Rose asked.

"This plane is mine so wherever it is, all of this is still my place including you are mine too."

Rose swallowed her saliva again which made her feel poisoned because she became unable to move as William drew closer.

William's face was level with him now, William's breath was very warm against his face, Rose could only surrender.

Could this be the end of her virginity?

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