His assistant might have said that Feng Teng isn't needed rehab or therapy, but after seeing his condition, I'm doubtful to myself.
A few hours past browsing the internet, I feel like my brain cells have been waste. There is so much to take in long term effects, psychiatric problems, withdrawal symptoms. I read a piece about severe childhood trauma leading to a mental problem, which leaves me wondering if he ever had something happen to him when he was a boy, the vicious scar on his below his stomach between waist springing into my mind immediately.
There are also genetic connections, so then I wonder if one of his parents was an alcoholic or got psychology problem? I'm bombarded with a lot of information, and I don't know what to do with any of it. These are not the sort of questions you just come right out and ask.
Then my mind flicks back to last Sunday and the things he said to me.
"You're a fucking prick tease, lady", "I needed you but you left me".