*UNEDITED*
Back then, everything was so painful. No matter what she did to conceal, to ease the pain. It hurt a lot. Setsura always felt bad whenever she thought that way. The reason why she feels so bad is because she understands how much effort that person put for her. Lost memories or not, those strong emotions he evoked inside of her have not disappeared. Things like she does not want to hurt him or become a burden he will end up resenting. Out of all the people involved in her life, he was the one who cares about her the most. Her memories even now are a haze, but Setsura understood one thing. Those people who refer to themselves as her family are the ones who will abandon her without a second thought.