Chapter 8 : Still Love (2)

Having been despised, Qian Luo walked haggardly on the side road. She looked lifeless. She walked and walked until the sun set, yet she still didn't stop walking.

"Don't show your face in front of me."

The tone of his voice was as cold as the iceberg in the Atlantic. She had heard him saying it seven years ago, at that time, she thought her heart had been squeezed to nothing. However, hearing him saying it again, she still felt like a thousand blades stabbed her heart.

'Ah, this feeling, does it mean she still loves him, a lot?'

She remembered it clearly on that stormy rain seven years and three months ago, he suddenly chocked her in the middle of night when she was intially laying on her chest. His eyes were full of killing intent. She might have lost her life if not someone knocked the door.

A few days later after that night, he slept with another girl right in front of her eyes, and he heartlessly broke up with her in the middle of his passionate activity. She thought that he felt bad for that night so he deliberately broke  up with her. Thus, she brainlessly plastered onto him for the next three months.

Until that day, in the broad day light, in their classroom after class, she suddenly kissed him passionately which he reacted more passionate than her. "Lu Jinnian, you still love me, right? If not, you wouldn't want me, right?"

She had never inisiated in doing intimate stuff, but she heard from her roommate that a man who really loved a woman would never be able to resist her. Therefore, she braved herself and seduced him.

At that time, he didn't reply her instead kissing her more fiercely, his hands getting more impatient that she didn't realize that he had taken off her clothes. She felt the pleasure from how his hands working on her body that she called his name "Lulu" softly.

However, he suddenly turned her to the mirror and let her look her naked self and his well tidied clothes which still perfectly on him. He whispered softly yet firmly, full of disdain "Do you think that I, Lu Jinnian, will fall for someone who is so slutty? All of my reactions are merely man's physically reaction. However, thankfully I have a high self-control to not lower myself to love someone like you."

When she heard those words, she wished that she was deaf so she couldn't listen to his heartless words. "Let me tell you, I only got close to you to let your father, Qian Ming, to suffer from seeing how ruin his beloved daughter is. Blame that you are Qian Ming's daughter for everything that you experience."

She hadn't processed his words when she heard him again " Don't ever show your face in front of me again. Don't ever try to seduce me. Disgusting."

Her whole world collapsed as the last word he pronounced firmly travelled to her ear. At that time, she didn't know how she could come out from the classroom intact, but she remembered that before she opened the door, he said "Unless, you are getting better in bed. I might consider you to ..... be my bedwarmer."

Back to her who was dragging her painful legs from walking non-stop since afternoon, she was brought to her sense by a sudden phone call. She didn't look at the caller's ID before she answered but she knew who it was when she heard the other's voice "Where are you? Let me pick you up."

She didn't answer for two minutes before she said "Ah Cheng, I am tired... of this life, can you give up on me now?"

She shouldn't have agreed director He to offer Tang Wei as the female lead in her film after she knew that Tang Wei was a signed artist of Tian Yi. She was persuaded by director He for she knew that Tang Wei would be the only one who could pull this character perfectly. She also thought that Tang Wei had always rejected to play as female lead thus she let director He bet his luck. Who knew that director He was really lucky?

For most she shouldn't have gone with director He to Tian Yi when she heard him that Tang Wei agreed while they were discussing the script. She only wanted to look his work place. She only wanted to look him from afar. Who knew that he would personally welcome them? Who knew that he would humiliate her, again?

For these seven years, she didn't use her real name Qian Luo for her novel or script, instead she only used 'Qian' , to hide completely from him. Alas, everything was ruined because of her greed.

"Where are you right now? Xiao Luo, I beg you." She could hear the panic from the other's voice.

That voice which always came to her rescue, that voice which was always so gentle, that voice which always calmed down her anxiety. Qian Luo felt grateful that she had him as her best friend. However, at the same time, she blamed herself for not recriprocating his love.

'Su Yi Cheng, what should I do ? Can't you just give up on me ? I am so tired of this life.'

Su Yi Cheng didn't dare to hang up, he kept on talking and drove as fast as he could to the location that Qian Luo told him after he begged her for over fifteen minutes. During their phone call, it was only him who did the talking while Qian Luo didn't reply him at all. However, to be able to hear her breath, it had calmed him a lot.

It took another thirty minutes to arrive at her location, as soon as he spotted her standing in the middle of the sidewalk lifelessly, he quickly got off and drapped his jacket over her. "Let's go, you are tired."