Chapter 30 : Disappear forever

As dawn broke, Lu Jinnian left the room as soon as possible. He got into his red ferrari and stepped on the pedal. Since it was still early, there were barely cars on the road so Lu Jinnian arrived to his destination very quick.

He got off from the car and looked at the familiar white villa. It had been seven years since last he came. This place was a place where he used to visit when he was still in relationship with Qian Luo.

Step by step, he walked toward the wooden door. He was so eager to meet the person inside the villa before, but when he finally arrived, he somehow felt undescribeable fear. He closed his eyes and took a deep breathe before he pressed on the bell. He pressed another time, but there was still no reply. He thought of going home, but he was afraid that he wouldn't have the courage to know about the truth after going back so he pressed the bell hurriedly.

After pressing the bell frustratedly, Lu Jinnian's effort finally bore a result. He was welcomed by the familiar face, but the opposite didn't look like welcoming him.

"What takes President Lu here?", Su Yi Cheng asked without any warmth.

Lu Jinnian didn't reply him, instead he walked leisurely into the villa.

As for Su Yi Cheng, he knew well that the reason for why Lu Jinnian looked for him after seven years long was only one, it had to be about Qian Luo. Therefore, he didn't drive him out. He turned around to face Lu Jinnian after he closed the door behind and he was welcomed by a thrown bottle. He saw the white bottle and he knew immediately whose the owner of the bottle.

He looked at Lu Jinnian and frowned "Why do you have this ?"

Actually, Su Yi Cheng knew the answer of his question but he wanted to know as for why Lu Jinnian and Qian Luo met. He had hurt her so much which caused her to this state so why he appeared when Qian Luo was recovering. He had let Qian Luo go once and he didn't plan to do it for the second time.

He had loved Qian Luo since they were young thus he followed her back when Qian Luo decided to pursue her study here. However, during their university time, Qian Luo met Lu Jinnian and fell in love. Looking at how good Lu Jinnian treated her and how happy she was with Lu Jinnian, Su Yi Cheng took a step back and fully supported their relationship. His friendship with Lu Jinnian was also built by then. They had a lot of similiarities and they also mostly had the same thoughts. Thus, three of them often hang out around. There were also times when Lu Jinnian would come to his place and vice versa.

However, everything was ruined by the time Lu Jinnian hurt Qian Luo seven years ago. Su Yi Cheng felt distressed when he looked at how Qian Luo suffered. She fell into the darkest abyss. There were times she attempted to commit suicide. It took years for him to recover her thin smile which somehow was forced, but it had been such a great improvement.

Lu Jinnian didn't reply him, instead he asked another question "Since when ?"

Su Yi Cheng smirked "President Lu, shouldn't you know the best since when ?"

Upon hearing Su Yi Cheng's question, Lu Jinnian felt like his world crumbled. The thing that he feared the most was actually the fact. He had guessed that the reason why his Qian Qian suffered depression was him. Because of him hurting her.

He didn't know that the way he protected her actually backfired. He thought that as long as she was hurt, she could forget him. As long as she forgot him, she would find her happiness. Therefore, he hurt her seven years ago.

He knew all along that these seven years, she had been getting along with Su Yi Cheng. He thought that they were in relationship. After all he knew Su Yi Cheng's feeling toward her.

For these seven years, whenever the shadow guards reported that Qian Luo went to visit Su Yi Cheng or Su Yi Cheng came to look for Qian Luo, he felt as if his heart was squeezed out. He felt helpless as he couldn't be the one who stood beside her and made her happy. He had no rights to do so.

He thought that as long as she was happy, he didn't mind to be the only who suffered from this forbidden love. They were bound to live seperately. If by being a bad person in her life could help her find her happiness, he was willing to be the worst out of the worst.

However, he underestimated her love toward him. He underestimated his influence toward her, and he overestimated her psychology. He never knew that someone as cheerful and positive as her would suffer a mental breakdown.

' Indeed, I have hurt her too much.'

There was total silence for quiet a moment. Su Yi Cheng then opened his mouth "I didn't know what happened between you guys seven years ago because she has never wanted to say anything to me. However, you should know that you are the reason for her sufferings."

"How is her condition ?", Lu Jinnian soulessly asked.

" She locked herself for days since the last day you guys met. There have been countless times of her trying to commit suicide. The recent was a month ago."

A month ago was when he met her at Tian Yi. The time when he couldn't control himself and as a result reopened her old wound.

" How to cure her ?" Lu Jinnian's trembled voice softly was heard.

"As her personal psychologist as well as someone who loves her, I would like to ask President Lu to never appear into her life ever."

Actually, Su Yi Cheng deliberately recounted Qian Luo's sufferings because he selfishly wished to wiped out Lu Jinnian from Qian Luo's life. By that, he might have chance. After all, he had given Lu Jinnian chance to be with her, but he didn't cherish her and hurt her to this state.

"It took me seven years to slowly recover her to a better state, but it only took you several hours to throw her back to the darkest abyss.", Su Yi Cheng confessed.

" I got it ",Lu Jinnian immediately walked out after he dropped the words. He suddenly stopped and turned around to throw a card to Su Yi Cheng "Four Seasons Hotel Room 5008"

They both had tacit understanding as for why Lu Jinnian gave him the card.

'Lu Jinnian, I hope that you can act as you say. Disappear forever from her world.'