Chapter 90 : Tell me once

Tang Wei who looked strong outside was actually so fragile. Since she knew that her mother left her, she somehow felt insecure. She would keep thinking why she was abandoned. Had she done something wrong?

It was hard for her to finally be able to love herself more when she found Han Zhi Fan. Because she felt loved, thus she had more confidence. Alas, everything was doomed to end when she realized that all of the love that she received was actually not for her.

She didn't ask anything about Yu Zhen or her mother. She was afraid that Han Zhi Fan would confess that she was trully a surrogate. Thus, she pretended that nothing had happened.

However, it was not that easy to pretend. She would have nightmare of him leaving her. So, she decided to consume sleeping pill.

Still, at that moment, she didn't want to stay sober. She woke up after shedding tears for the whole night. She remembered that Han Zhi Fan kept on saying sorry. He held her in his embrace. He seemed to say a lot of things, but she could only remember the part that he apologized.

She got up from the bed and walked down to the living room. She couldn't see any shadow of Han Zhi Fan. It was passed mid-day. Han Zhi Fan should have been in the office. She remembered Han Zhi Fan telling her that the company would receive a very prestige foreign businessman that Han Zhi Fan should present. It must be that day.

"Mrs Han.. Mr Han instructed us to prepare your lunch. Please have your lunch."

Tang Wei who would usually smiled warmly toward the servants only passed by the servant. She went to the bar and took three bottles of wine. Her tolerance was not that high. A bottle of wine would make her high. So, she believed that those three bottles of wine would make her drunk.

When she met the servant who was dumbstruck, she gave a stern warning "He won't come back before seven. If he came ealier than that, then you should pack up your things."

Han Zhi Fan had such an important meeting. His coming back would indicate that the servant had informed him for what she had done. She hated that feeling of being watched. She didn't want him coming back before she drunk because she didn't know how she should face him. Moreover, she didn't want to ruin the company.

She went back to the master bedroom and went to the balcony. She didn't forget to lock the door. She sat on the floor, enjoying the breeze. Her eyes were hollow. People who looked at her would think that she was a lifeless doll.

She sipped the wine directly from the bottle. When the second bottle was emptied, she felt like she woild collapsed anytime soon. However, she took the third bottle and gulped down the wine.

Not until 9 p.m that Han Zhi Fan came back home. He rushed to the master bedroom,but he found that it was locked. The earlier servant rushed forward and told him that Tang Wei locked herself and threatened her not to tell Han Zhi Fan.

He was even more panic. He immediately broke into the room and found that she had laying on the floor. He rushed to scoop her. Fortunately, she was still alive. That was all that matter. He even didn't repromand the servant for that was not important at that time.

He let the servant leave so he could wipe Tang Wei's body. She who was a clean freak would feel bad of the smell in normal time. After changing her clothes, he sat by her side and caressed her cheek gently.

"What should I do?"

He thought of explaining to her. However, she would avoid whenever he tried to talk about it. Thus,he felt that time would heal. Who knew that everything was just a facade.

Tang Wei moved a little bit as she felt ticklish by the caress. She opened her eyes and she saw a blurry Han Zhi Fan. She thought it was a dream.

"Han Zhi Fan.. can't you tell me once.. only once..Wei wei, I love you."

She softly whispered before closing her eyes and back to the deep slumber.