Reborn to be

I'm dead. I was sure I already dead with that wound and falling. But why am I still feels alive.

"Your father was gone"

Huh?

"What?"

A memory back then came to me. A memory when my mother and I were told that my dad was gone.

Me, my mother and a men were in our cheap apartment. The atmosphere was so dark that I quite can't see well.

"He run away with so much money with him"

The guy that said that is a debt collector. He come to us when he give up to chase my dad. And here he is. Come to us to talk about my fool dad debt.

"The money he brought was around this nominal"

He put a single paper in front of us on the table. My mom take the paper and was so shocked. She even received so much emotion when she hold the paper.

From my mother feeling I already know that the nominal must be so much.

With that problem on her shoulder, I decided to get a job to help her without doesn't want to know the right nominal.

Knowing that I have a job she quite feel bad and relieved at the same time. So that I think I take the right decision.

But things get worse when the debt collector pushed us to pay faster. A shock struck me mentally when a time I was told the remaining nominal.

"Even if I work all my life, I certainly can't pay for everything"

A sudden depression almost takeover me.

Then at that time he appeared. A man called himself as Anubis and God of Helper.

He said I can earn so much money if I do the same job as he.

The job is to fight over a hundred of undead creature. The fight aims to guard the gates of a place, called Terrasia.

Terrasia take place in another dimension. We traveled to that place by using a mirror dimensional door. I don't know the rest of the information other than that.

Although I don't want to know the remaining information. Because all I want is to get the money so I can pay the debt.

My first mission was going crazy. I actually almost died but I placed in some good senior to take care of me. So I pass through the first mission with only a few injured.

The first payment was so well that I can pay more money and leaving some for us to enjoy.

Before the last mission I already pass through for like five mission and everything goes well.

Then goes that time. A stupid ace trying to persuade all of us to go to a tiger cage.

Me too was so stupid because I didn't care about the consequences of our stupid act. Therefore, with just our stupid decision made all of us died on a mission.

From now on I won't be able to go home. From now on my mother will leave her life and face the problem all alone. That's because my own fault who accidentally agreed with the decision to attack that damn castle.

I regret everything. If only I have a second chance. I won't decide to act stupid like that. Mom, forgive your dumb kid.

"Huh?"

When darkness began to envelop me, I heard a voice.

"A shield and... are you really - ?"

That voice sounded quite shocked.

All I know now is that voice not coming from an angel or something. It is an actual human voice. A male voice.

"You are not dead yet?"

The voice is getting closer to me. Now I realize, that I'm not actually died. I'm just dying and can't do anything. My consciousness is at the end of my breath, so that's why I can't feel anything.

"It must be"

After he talk like that, he sounded shot a flare gun to the sky.

"Hey, hold on. You will be treated as soon as possible"

He's talking like I have a chance to life. If that's true? But what with my squad. Are they saved too?

So many question invaded my mind. But nothing was answered beacause I already loss consciousness.