Thought 12-Yelling

People yelling makes me extremely anxious, it's not something I can control. I'm just, afraid at times. It's not something I can control, the person who makes me the most anxious and afraid is my mom. I get that she loves me, and I know she doesn't mean to, she didn't mean to, but her voice when she yells scares me. Sometimes at night I just hear her voice yelling my name, and I just feel so scared. I just want to crawl into a ball and hide away from the world. She scares me, and I dont want to tell her because I know that she'll be sad if I do. So I'll just write it here, because I know she respects my privacy and she wont go through these messages.