After they come back to normal life, his condition is not well. His heart feels empty. He releases her. Xiaoxiao is no longer beside him. She will not painful anymore. She can find her true love. This time he must forget her and let her go. He can more freely find his childhood. Every method was used by him to find his childhood. No one method successfully. He almost gives up to find her. He wants Xiaoxiao to come back to his life. But it is already late.
She will be happier together with other men. Wang is not the man that is liked by her. Wang is one of the most men that hated by her. Wang thought of her mind that she will never forgive him and blame him for everything that happen in her life. Because of him, she loses her precious time. She must spend with him for almost one year. He cannot return the precious time to her. He just can look at her from far away.
Time pass quickly. He is disappointed in himself that he cannot take care of Xiaoxiao in the past. He always blames himself. He still remembers her day to day. He wants to say goodbye to her in a polite way. It must be broken because of his selfishness and his arrogance. He wants to find a way to make her come back to him. He must find some methods to make her come back to him.
He makes some plans to make her worry about him. He texts her that he will end this life because he cannot live without her. This is the first time for him to text her. He hopes that message will be arriving at her.
His message to her:
Xiaoxiao, I have been in my house, I do not like to live alone without you. Maybe I will end this. Thank you for staying beside me.
Written by: Wang
The message arrives safely on Xiaoxiao's phone. In the first, she does not want to read it. Finally, she read his message. After reading his messages, she hurries up to go to his house. Arriving at his house, she still doubts his messages. She does not want to involve again in his life. But she still has some human feelings. She just wants to help him.
She opens the door. She sees nothing. She finds him in all areas of his house. Finally, she succeeded to find him. He is still in his room. His room smell is not nice. It is surrounded by the smell of alcohol. She never looks at him to be so sad. Not only the smell of alcohol but the glass was also broken along in his bed. His hand was injured with glass flakes. He likes a man without empower. He is different from his characterization. He is still alive and his eyes sob.
When Xiaoxiao comes to his room, he hugs her. He feels like a dream that God gives him a chance to fix his relationship with her. He thanks to the god. He never realizes god will be nice to him. This time god makes his wish comes true. He prays to meet Xiaoxiao again and fix the relationship. Before, he always blames god that never fulfilling his wish in the past. In the past, he prays to god to meet him with his childhood (Jiao) but god never realizes it. It is not god fault, it is Wang's fault. He never realizes that god unites him to meet again with Jiao but indifferent face. Now, he forgives god for everything in the past. He will be more trust god in the future.
This time Wang does not want to release his hand again from her body. He takes this opportunity to make her come back to him. He kisses her without hesitation. She wants to reject it but she cannot. His heart beats very fast. He makes in love with her in the bed. With gentlemen, he bites her very softly and warmth. They are like a couple in love with deep feeling.
The next morning, he wakes up firstly before her. He does not want to stand up but he still wants to be beside her. He waits for her until she wakes up and gives her a "morning kiss". She is very shocked after waking up. Without any dress, they hug each other. He lets his hand be a pillow for her. She is very shy and asks him to dress firstly. She stated that she does not want to look at her body and she will be covering her eyes. He is laughs and smiles at her. This is the first time for him to laugh. He had never laughed before.
After she dresses properly, she comes down and hurries up to work again. Before this happened, he had already prevented her in front of his door house. He still does not wear his shirt. She is very shocked after looking at him without a shirt. He said to her "I am already preparing some breakfast food for you because I want to thank you for safe my life." She replies to him "I cannot I must go to work, I cannot be late." He stated to her that he will give her some holidays so she does not need to go to his company. Because of her hungry, she accepts it.
She said to him to dress properly and he obeys her instructions. They each together. His skill of cooking is very well. His food is very delicious like someone learning cooking class. If he sells his food, it will be an expensive prince. the top star food. He will be successful to become a chef.
At the moment, she feels his food is horrible. Her nose smells something. It feels like wanting to throw up all the food. Her face becomes pale. She feels got sick. Her body becomes weak. Her thought of getting sick again. She has gastric pains. She asks him to give her some medicine for her. After eating the medicine, she wants to sleep in her room.
Before leaving her room for some meeting, he stated to her that he wants to start a new life with her and apologize for her in the past life. He promises to make her happy. He said love to her and ask her to trust him. After he left her room, she still cannot sleep. She feels want him to accompany her and buy something for her.