Xian, I am not able to forget you

Liu Huang was completely drunk by few glasses of wine. She wasn't knocked out by the drink, but she was lying her heads down on the high table. Being drunk made her forget that she is in Zi Zexian place. Her mind was thinking so much about the past and present, it was very painful for her. Tears were flowing from her eyes non stop, even though she has shut her eyes.

When Zi Zexian saw the sight of her, he rushed closer to her and lifted her head to view her face. He noticed the flowing tears, he couldn't handle it anymore. He hugged tightly and asked

"Hua, what happened to you? Why are you crying so badly? Did I make you wait for Long?"

"Xian, please don't leave me hanging like this. Please don't hate me, please don't get angry on me

I m really sorry,

I m really sorry,

I m really sorry,...."

Liu Huang was saying sorry non stop with tears flowing like a river.

Zi Zexian noticed she had emptied the Wine Bottle almost, that's why she is not normal. He understood from her words without any explanation that she is saying sorry for the past issues between them.

He tried to coax her, but it didn't work out. Zi Zexian held her face and told her

"Hua, if only I knew drinking would open your inner wounds , I wouldn't have given you anything. I m sorry now, please stop crying, my heart is aching seeing you like this." Zi Zexian Literally begged her. But she wasn't in the state to listen to him.

Zi Zexian was wondering that she must be having a empty stomach that's why she got high quickly. He tried so many ways to cool her down, yet she didn't stop crying at all.

Without having any second thoughts, he lowered his head to kiss on her plump lips. That way she will become quiet and stop crying. And it worked well for him, she stopped crying instantly.

Initially he was aware about his sudden act of kissing, but later he slowly lost himself. He was holding himself all these years only for her, so he never let anyone near him. Eventually he started kissing vigorously. Liu Huang's hands were holding him strong in a embrace. She was enjoying the entire time. she didn't resist his kissing even a bit.

Subconsciously Liu Huang was finally happy inside, she felt like the emptiness in her was gone. She responded to kiss with the same force. she removed her coat due to heat. She was just wearing Sleeveless Boat necked Shirt and Loose formal pants.

Zi Zexian saw her actions and broke the kiss and started laughing.

She got angry and slapped him on his cheeks.

Zi Zexian was shocked to see her anger. He kept calm since he knew that she was under the influence of the alcohol.

She was about to hit him for the second time. Zi Zexian caught her hand in time.

"Hua, why are you hitting me dear."

"Why did you stop kissing me, don't stop. I want to kiss you badly, Kiss me Xian." Saying this Liu Huang pulled Zi Zexian with the force. She bounced on top of him in the couch nearby and started kissing him hard.

Zi Zexian is man after all, how can he resist woman he loves being top of her. The two soft cusions in the front of her were pressing on his chest and her sweet fragrance was hitting his nostrils. He tried resisting but he was getting aroused badly.

If it's any other women, he can throw them down like a garbage. But even though he has been harsh with her in the past. The one person who occupied his heart is Liu Huang. It was huge struggle for him to resist her.He scolded himself for leaving her unattended with alcohol.

Zi Zexian swiftly changed the position so that he is on top and she is below him. Due to the change in the position, he shirt opened by few buttons on the top and her soft and flawless bossom was seen. He lifted himself in a lightening speed.

"Hua, I m really sorry. I shouldn't be doing this without your consent. you are drunk. He hoped to tame her now."

Since Liu Huang was also worn-out with no energy left. She was slightly dozing off. he felt relieved. He adjusted her comfortably on the couch and placed few pillows to support.

Zi Zexian brought a glass of water and made her drink.

"Thank God! Hua, like a good girl you are obeying now. please don't test me like before again." Zi Zexian knows that she is not herself, yet he spoke to her.

He went back to open kitchen to make Chicken soup & Vegetable porridge. Later he started feeding her spoon by spoon. She wasn't rejecting him or pulling him to kiss now. Since she was hungry already, she ate without any fuss.

As soon as she finished her food, she went into deep Sleep. Seeing sleeping like a baby, which was completely contrast to the wildcat behavior before. He couldn't help but laugh.

He lifted her slowly and placed in the bed inside and tugged her in. He sat next to her and brushed her unruly hair in place.

When he was about to get out, he heard her speaking in Sleep

"Xian, I am not able to forget you. i never intended to hurt you, but I couldn't stop that. I was young and naive. I m sorry, please forgive me one day."

She went back to sleep after saying that. He was stunned by listening to her words.

Zi Zexian came back to the open bar, he ate while drinking a light drink.

He felt different after hearing her words. These words were her true emotions she is expressing unconsciously. He felt bad that he failed to understand her, he shouldn't have given up on her so easily. She must be hurt deeply and she must have been living with so much pain. he should have gotten to the bottom of the issue years ago itself. Now the pain in both of the hearts at least can be sparred.