Fake Hate

When I wake up I am in my bed, I climb out of my bed and head downstairs to the kitchen, when I make it into the kitchen I see Ian cooking eggs and bacon, "Goodmorning" I say as I run my hand through my hair and go to the cabinet, "Morning" Ian says in a calm chill voice, I open the cabinets and try to reach for a bowl, Ian then comes up behind me and he grabs a bowl and two plates, "What's wrong" I ask Ian as he hands me the bowl, "Nothing is wrong Leah" Ian says as he places eggs and bacon on both plates, "Something is wrong Ian" I say as I make a bowl of cereal "Why would something be wrong" Ian asks as he places the plates in front of two chairs, "Who is the second plate for" I ask as I take a bite of my cereal, "It's my girlfriends plate" Ian says as he takes a bite of his bacon, "Oh really you have a new girlfriend this fast you must have girls coming at you" I say as I push the cereal around with my spoon losing my appitite, " Yeah shes the best girl in the world" Ian says as he grins and takes a bite of his eggs, "Well I am happy for you" I say in the most convincing voice I could find, I then take my bowl of cereal and put it in the sink, I run upstairs and I wake to Ian's room to see a blonde girl laying in Ian's bed with his shirt on, I run to my room and slam my door I hop in my bed and under the covers I curl in a ball and start crying, my phone rings and I sit up and wipe my tears and look at my phone it was Ava, I answer the phone "Hey Ava" I say as I wipe the last of my tears off my face, "Hey Leah" Ava says, "So do you want to go to this party" Ava asks in a low voice trying not to remind me what happened last time, "Yeah sure" I say as I get out my bed, "What kind of party is it" I ask as I look in my closet trying to find what to wear, "Its a costume party so dress cute, bye girl" " Bye" I say as I continue looking in my closet, I find as dress made out of cation tape, I put it on and slide on my black heels that went up my calfs I did my makeup quickly and grabbed my bag and phone and walk out of my room, when I open the door I see Ian about to knock on the door, he looks me up and down "Where are you going" he asks as he leans on the door board blocking me from leaving out of my room," I am going to a birthday party" I lie, "Who's party" Ian asks as he folds his arms, " It's Ava's boyfriends birthday party and you have to be invited" I say trying to get by Ian, "Well you can invite me" Ian says with a smirk, "No" I say now getting angry, "Please" Ian says as he trys to make puppy eyes, "NO IAN STOP RUINING MY LIFE" I say as I push him out the way it was a hard push because it got him out of my way. When I look at Ian he looks shocked then he walks to his room and slams the door, I walk outside and get into the car with Ava and her boyfriend this time Chris was not in the car, "Leah I didn't want to tell you but, Chis will be at the party" Ava said as she turned towards me, "I know Chris never misses a party" I say as I look down remembering what Chris did, we then start to drive away when Ian starts running towards the car in a firefighters costume but with no shirt, Ava's boyfriend asked me if he should let him in, I nod my head and Ava's boyfriend stops the car, Ian climbs in the car and looks at me "Good thing for the school's Instagram page" Ian says as he looks at me and grins "Wait, Ava is this a big party" I ask "Yeah" Ava says, I nod my head and take a deep breath, Ian pats my back and tells me that I will be okay. When we arrive at the party Ian helps me out of the car and we walk into the big house, Ian then grabs my hand and drags me to the kitchen, he grabs two beers and gives me one "Don't tell your brother" Ian says as he takes a sip of the beer, "Okay" I say as I chug the beer, "Wow" Ian says as he refills my cup. A few drinks later I am trapped in a corner by Ian, I am laughing like crazy, I wasn't really drunk but I was a little tipsy, Ian then drags me upstairs into an empty room then shuts the door and locks it, he swings me on the bed and starts taking off his clothes and mine he looks at me "Do you want to do this" Ian asked as he started kissing my neck, "Yes" I say, Ian then looks at me with passion and love and kisses me, then kissing turns into more than kissing, I couldn't believe I was in the same bed with my brothers best friend.