Chapter 19

At first talking about how beautiful my lips were was a defense mechanism a way to make me accept every part of my body. It was a classic case of fake it till you make it

So you like I said earlier I started to show of mostly my lips in pictures I'll suck in the  bottom lip a little or open my mouth a little so my lips looked really sexy. Soon I started to crave my lips and so did others. Few hid their cravings some would sneak into my DM only to tell me how they wanted to taste those lips.

I realised that they thought it beautiful because I thought it beautiful because I accepted it, was confident about it and flaunted it. .

I think the highest form of maturity I've gotten to was learning to accept myself for who I was. To love every part of my body. To focus on my strengths instead of my weaknesses and I wished Chika would learn same too. I wanted her to.

There was so much I wanted to tell her but then deciding against it I pressed her thighs softly. Making sure to look at her and to look as serious as I was so my facial expression represents my inner feelings. "You have to stop letting people's opinion of you make you sad. In fact stop looking for validation from others especially people who are inconsequential in your life." I said with all seriousness.

"I know. I know." She was saying when the lecturer came in and the classroom became silent.

"Hey! you there close that door." He instructed the girl sitting in the front seat closest to the door.

She quickly got up to close the door. I could see Simon running so he could enter the classroom before the door was closed. Dick. He had left the class to get something.

When he got to the door the girl who I didn't know her name was almost closing the door he begged her to let him come in using his charms and she did.

Girls! face palms.

The lecturer didn't even let him walk two feet into the classroom before he shouted"Who are you?" He asked infuriated.

Simon wanted to say something but he started to stammer.

"Get out!" Professor Amaechi shouted so loud his lanky body shook and his eyes bulged out of it's socket. I thought he was going to have a seizure.

The whole class burst out laughing while simon ran away not ready to get into trouble.

I laughed harder than anyone did. And although the lecture was boring so boring Chika slept on my thighs half the time I smiled all through as I thought of Emeka and Simon's big buttocks as he ran away.

I was tempted to laugh out occasionally and I did. It was remaining 5 minutes till the lecturer had to leave and that's when my phone vibrated to show a message from Emeka.

You are in my dreams and head.

Well hat was how I got lost in my mind loosing 5 minutes of my lecture.

I knew that Emeka would be the death of me but he brought me so much joy death I didn't mind.