Can't I just remain dead?

She was on the verge of breaking. Her memories were contrasting with each other. How could she be fine?

"I know it's hard..." Lu Xingyan reached out, placing her hand on top of Shi Enxi's.

"Do you?" She wanted to cry but she had enough self-control not to. She had shed enough tears and she was not someone who could just cry in front of someone.