I can't take it anymore

On POINT OF VIEW of Tim fanning

As soon as I left that old woodcutter Shawna called me and said "Where the hell are you, I've being waiting for you all afternoon. Come back home urgently or I'll kick you out of the family"

"Okay, okay" I said in a way to convince her and hanged up the phone...As soon as I hanged up Shawna's phone Mike called and asked whether I was having those desires again and I don't know what I was thinking I answered no I mean seriously 'no' how could say something like that, that's absurd because a minute ago I was having those desires... I didn't realize that I was already home which wasn't weird cause usually get out of the track...

"Tim where were you, do you even have a idea how worried I was when you told me that you have apotemnophilia. You don't even know how hard this is for me to accept the reality that you can cut your one leg off, how spooked I am right now" she said in a serious tone...

"Just stop yelling at me for a sec, I am already exhausted of this whole fricking thing. Just stop it for God sake" I said

"So did you meet your client, how did it go" she asked

"No, I wasn't able to meet him because he canceled the deal at the last time" I answered

" So, what took you so long" she asked in provoking way

"Oh, shut up for god sake. I just can't take it anymore your just coming for me to ruin my life, I am tell you I am coming to do" I said that and immediately apologized. I don't know why but it just felt right...