I'm different

I waited at the nearby alley for my plan to become successful. He is already late, and I just hope that he does make an appearance. I can promise that I am sweating with nervousness. Just then, I heard a voice speak.

"Come on, go in. There is something important waiting for you."

"Are you sure it's not a trap?" Another voice, which I recognized as Yoongi's, asked.

Oh gosh! He was here. I am so excited. I can't even stop my smile from getting wider. I am utterly acting like a girl whose crush has come to meet her. He is not my crush though.

"Why will I be leading you to a trap? Just go in."

"If it is something bad, then, you're dead."

"Sure~"

With that, Jin left, and I could feel footsteps forwarding towards me, into this dark alley. I lit the candle as it was kept in the candle holder.

Yoongi stopped walking and stood in front of me. He sighed, a he saw my face. And then, he turned back to walk away from me. How could he?

"Wait!" I yelled, running after him.

I held his hand and pulled him back, as he gave me a blank look. Despite of what he showed outside, I could say that he was quite mystified by my actions.

"If this is some kind of joke, then, I have no time for it," he said with no emotion held in his voice.

"Why are you speaking this way?" I asked, slightly hurt by the tone with which he's speaking.

"What are we?"

"Friends?" I voiced out, not being so sure.

He chuckled, and then, replied, "Oh! So because I just chatted with you for a bit, you think we're friends. That's impossible. I am a killer whilst you're a sheltered princess."

My heart felt heavy after I heard him speak. He didn't have to be that cruel. I know, it's my fault for approaching him like this, but still, I can't beat him being like this.

"Why are you being like this?" I interrogated him in a broken tone.

"See, you're just like the other girls. You can't bear the real me,"

he spat.

A tear slipped down my eyes. It wasn't like me to be so weak, but when it came to him, I couldn't control myself. The boy I just met yesterday could affect me like no one else could ever do- unbelievable, right.

As he started to walk away, I voiced out.

"I'll, I'll learn to bear the real you. No matter how many days, months, or years it takes, I'll learn it. I'll prove to you that I'm not like other girls."

He stopped walking, and I could say he was taken aback by what I said. He turned back with a smirk and then, spoke out the following words.

"There were lots that said the same thing. But everyone, unfortunately, couldn't keep their words."

"So, I don't care. I already told you I'm not like other girls, and I'll keep my words," I replied, gaining my spirit back.

"I don't have time for nonsense. Stop bothering me. I have no time for this."

"That's not my problem. I'll annoy you to the point you can't at all ignore me."

"Then, I'll kill you."

"You're saying that to just scare me," I retorted.

"I really can."

"But you won't. Let's talk less and have something. I am starving."

"You can go and eat. I am not hungry."

Again, he attempted to walk away, but this time, I stood in front of him and blocked his way. No way, am I letting this plan go to waste. At least, now, I know that, to be his friend, I need to hang on to everything that he sends my way.

"Don't be like this. My treat. Free foods don't come in your way very often, so you should learn to accept it whenever it comes."

He chuckled, and then, commented, "Cute." But then, he slapped his hand on to his face, realizing what he just said and turned the other way.

A blush crept on to my cheeks, and my heart started beating irregularly. Inside, I felt like jumping with joy, and outside, I was all embarrassed.

"Follow me," he said, composing himself. "But remember, it's your treat.

"I know."

That day, when he was pushing me away from him, I shouldn't have pulled him in closer. Everything was in perfect flow as itself, and slowly, unknowingly, I was interrupting that flow.