Think and Blink (Complete Version)

I gain the pain in my brain

I can try to stop thinking about the pain but it doesn't stop me from blinking and when it comes back it hurts like a knife wound

It's not even funny

For all the hateful words that came at me I'm gonna need a body cast

It's not even funny

For all the hateful things I've seen that I'm trying to forget

But when it comes back it's like waves on the beach it just keeps coming and coming

The rain pours on me and I feel the pain of thousands people crying

For all those people that made me hurt I wonder if you just did the same thing people did to you that's why your so cold inside like a winter storm

You can hide the pain like a white blanket of

snow in a snowstorm but you can't forget the pain

It's just planted like a seed in your mind

You can try to forget it but it pops out of the ground

You hide behind some image and you tell people you're ugly af as a joke and you start believing it but your beautiful 

Truly you feel like Wolverine with so many wounds you can't see

You just keep taking the pain like it's nothing

Eventually it just becomes normal to you

Is that what you want the world to come to

Sometimes I feel like bullies are rogue sucking the strength out of you in till you break

Sometimes I feel like I don't know

But don't worry you aren't broken yet so you just keep taken it like it's nothing

Still alive I guess that's a good thing right?

10 o'clock at night staring at the ceiling wondering about if I'm alright

I lay down feeling like the ceiling is going to fall on top of me

Trying to go to sleep when I'm crying

Every night I feel like I'm dying

We need less stress to fill the minds like overfilled bottles that are about to shatter

I wish I took my feelings and they just disappear

Cause I look at the world to see we must need help but more than one person has to believe so we can take a stand together because even if we're two feet apart it might feel like we are two hundred miles

One day I was walking down a pathway

It was dark I see this girl so bright and this boy working to be in the darkness

The next day she went in the light and the boy was lurking in the darkness

We wake up and it makes us think and blink

We drive with our phones to break bones

We drink to not think

We bake to make a cake

We got a lot to do

We ride away to hide from something

And I don't lie so don't act like I'm joking

And if you're poking me to wake me up

Just stop cause dreaming is much better than once I wake

And then you start following what someone does

And don't act like you don't do that cause that's the facts

Don't act like you're not a follower

It's just a chain reaction that's stuck in your brain

That you must try to stop before the chain pulls to hard and it gives you pain

But I won't be a follower anymore or at least I don't want to be

Please get out of my head doubts

I'm about to shout

I'm scouting my mind for doubts

I wish I could walk out of my mind full of doubts

Without my doubts I would be so happy but it turnout that I'll never lose my doubts

My doubts feel like they're doing a workout cause they're getting stronger

My minds layout is full of doubts

Keep thinking good thoughts and keep blinking so we know your alive (and keep writing with ink xd)