Jimmy's fear

Meanwhile, Jimmy was in his room. He was alone. In the dark room. Sitting in his bed wrapping himself with blanket. He was afraid. Afraid of every movement in the house.

Recently, he discovered a big secret. He was afraid. They were coming for him. He didn't know what to do. His brothers left him. He clutched at the blanket thinking on what to do when he felt his phone vibrate.

He reached his table and with his hands shaking. He picked up the call without checking the caller. The moment he did that, he heard Jake's voice.

"Yo, Jimmy. How are you?" asked Jake in the other line.

"I'm fine, Jake. Thanks for asking. You, how's your day?"

"As usual, working. But this time, with Jin and Jack."

"What? They are already good?"

"Yep. So you don't have to worry. H-J are back in the business! Although I didn't know where Jason is. Do you know where is he?"

"No. He kept it as secret. He didn't answer to my calls."

"Huh? Too bad. I want to apologize to him. Anyways, we will have a little party here at my apartment. You can join us."

"Okay. I will surely join you. Send the details later."

"Bye."

Jimmy sighed in relief. He can be able to forget his problems even in a short time. He looked at his phone and saw the date. It's been 5 days after the fight. Luckily, it was their semester break.

He smiled and hoped for Jason to come. He already missed his childhood friend. He then received the text message from Jake.

"The party will be later, 6 p.m. We will have vegetable, rice and pork for dinner while barbeque and beer after dinner. See ya."

Jimmy looked at the message before grooming himself. He looked at the mirror and smiled. He then combed his hair and head out. It was already 5:30 p.m.

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Meanwhile in Jake's apartment...

"Strange." whispered Jake.

"What's strange?" asked Jack immediately hearing the whisper.

"For all I know, every time we will have a party, Jimmy will be excited but his voice seemed to be lifeless." answered Jake.

"Maybe he is just tired. Come on, let's just set up the table." said Jack and helped Jin carry the meat that was marinated by Lily.

"Yeah, coming." said Jake and helped in setting up the table.

5:45 p.m...

Jimmy arrived in the door and knocked he displayed his smile but inside him, he was sad. Sad knowing the fact that he will leave them. The door opened and he was greeted by the Jack who hugged him upon seeing him.

"I'm sorry for calling you gay. I'm really sorry, Jim." said Jack apologizing after he let go of Jimmy.

"It's okay. I understand you. I know you're just angry at that time." said Jimmy.

"Let's go to the rooftop." said Jack and led him in the rooftop.

When Jake saw him, his expression became worried which was seen by Jin. He also looked at Jimmy and found him to be more skinny compared to usual. He was wearing baggy clothes but under the keen eyes of Jake and Jin, they will easily find it.

Jake quickly approached Jimmy and pulled him to sit beside him. After that, he filled Jimmy's plate with many vegetable and rice to the plate including pork.

"Ummm. Jake, I think I cannot be able to finish that." said Jimmy looking in the stack of food.

"Just eat. You look skinny." answered Jin for Jake. Warmth spread through Jimmy's heart. True brothers.

While eating, they chatted. After eating, they drank beer and keep chatting and joking. When they were done, they cleaned up their mess before sleeping in Jake's room. The three used their sleeping bags while Jimmy used the bed.

Looking at the three, Jimmy began to tear up. What will happen to them if he left them? Will they give up if he leave? He asked to himself.

No. He cannot let that happen. They always dreamed to be superstars and he cannot let them loose themselves if he left them.

He have to make sure that they will never gave up so easily. Always get up if ever be down. Right. He will not let his leaving to block their way to their dreams. Never. He decided to make his plans next day. He wiped his tears and sleep.

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Jimmy was sweating ans was screaming for help. The masked men only laughed at him and dragged him down punching him and kicking him

When he felt somebody shook him. He opened his eyes and found Jake's worried face.

"You were having a nightmare." said Jake. Jimmy only thanked God that it was a nightmare.

"What time is it?" he asked.

"6 a.m. Jin and Jack was already awake, eating. Come let's eat first." said Jake and go to the kitchen who was followed by Jimmy.

As usual, the three musketeers sat on the floor and ate. Jimmy also sat in the floor next to Jin and like Jack, he complemented the cooking skills of Lily.

Lily only smiled and continue eating. After that, she left with her goods and left the cleaning to the boys. After cleaning, Jimmy say goodbye to them and began to make his plans while he was still on the way.

After reaching home, he quickly go into his room and cleaned it. After that, he executed his plan and began with the letter.

He wrote it and hid it in God knows where and proceeded on making songs. Reason? Secret.