Dia POV's
Next day my mom asked me whether I like Amara Aunty Son or what is my opinion related to it
She said it's all my opinion if I don't like it just tell me I will inform Amara Aunty.
I told my mom what is your opinion of Amara's aunt son, she told me he is quite nice and decent and respectful. I told my mom that I will think about it and inform her. I also asked my mom about his details like what is profession how old is he where does he live and all of it. So when reading his information w I got to know that he is older by 4 years is a businessman and lives it in S nation.
So I search on the internet and found out that he is quite a famous businessman and he had quite a few scandals a few years back but not recently. so I was quite hesitant after reading all this information even though I know that most of them can be false.
I also found out that his family is rich and And quite known in society. I became more hesitant as we have a difference in our lifestyle and we both come from a different world.
So I asked my mom like where did he get my details from Like from where he got to know to me. because we live in a different nation we work in a different company we are not related to each other so I started to get suspicions. So I asked my mom why she isn't suspicious like they want a girl from a different background lower than their and lives in a different country.
My mom is like just believe in Allah and pray Istikara and check whether your heart says yes or no if I'm so hesitant about it.
When I prayed I didn't feel anything like I didn't feel it was good I didn't feel anything bad. I felt quite normal so I don't know what to do so I just finished the prayer and went to my daily activities.
So mom asked how did I feel after praying Istikara. I said that I felt quite normal so I told her I will pray tomorrow again to see.
I also told my mom to ask Amara Aunty that where did she get my information from. And my mom told me that don't get so paranoid. I told my mom just to check like where did you get my information from for just for my sake.
after that, I had my breakfast and left for my work.
When I came back from work, my mom informed me that she asked Amara aunty that here did she get my information from and she replied that she was searching a suitable bride for her son who is Muslim and polite but didn't care from which background she comes from She just wanted to be a slim girl.
I was like What about Muslim girls in S nation?
My mom was like for you asked this question why am I being so paranoid. why can't I just believe that Allah has sent a proposal?
I told her I believe in Allah. But suddenly out of nowhere a proposal that is from a different country and different background is it reasonable that I will be suspicious it is normal for me to be suspicious.
So let me pray Istikara and tell you.
Let me pray magrib and then let us sit and talk.
After praying magrib, my sister came back from work and I told her to go wash up and let us gave dinner together.
My mom and twin sister, we all had dinner and prayed Isha and I prayed Istikara and felt a bit good and went to bed 🛌. I