Ch.1: Everything is lost

"...This work...it's awful! How can you say you are a instrumentalist and you can't even write notes!Get out of here!..." last thing young guitarist heard while going out were only rude words.

//THREE YEARS LATER//

"I'm walking through the streets of California. Doing nothing. But I should probably say who I am. Well I am Mikiko Natsukime. Once I was a guitarist and now...just a person. I don't have a job, after all I'm just a college student and my chance to become a professional guitarist faded because I never wrote notes, I don't know how to make songs. I only know things about guitar and how it's sounds work. Well I can make music but never new notes." Mikiko talked inside himself while walking and getting away from people's way.

Mikiko was a young boy, well closer said college boy. He has short and brownish hair. His eyes are dark blue, dark as night, if you look at them you could be swallowed in a total darkness. But his eyes showed no particular emotions against sadness or...hmmm...emptiness?

As Mikiko was walking by a Muse De L'rouge Café he heard a really beautiful music from the underground storage of the café. She was really curious so he slowly began walking down when his phone rung while he heard music stopping.

"Hello!" Mikiko answered his phone "Mom! It's been a long time. How have you been?" Mikiko was happy to hear familiar voice and from happiness he forgot what he was doing so he just continued his way home. "No! I don't have a girlfriend, mom!...Yeah, yeah. I'm eating properly...Mom stop! I'm not a kid. And I'll be just fine on my own...Oh, about that. I'm sorry mom. I didn't enter. They said I can't be instrumentalist if I can't write notes and you know I can't...Yeah. I'll be fine...See you! Love you mom!" as call ended the boy sighed.

It was spring, so nights were nice time to take a walk. Mikiko took a small walk to nearest park to look at the beautiful night sky, as he would like to call it Broken Darkness.

As he was looking at sky Mikiko said "You can't lose can you?" it sounded like a question for someone but at that time there was nobody to answer against he was talking to stars or Moon maybe. "But we people always lose. For me now everything is completely lost." he sighed at thought of what will happen tomorrow at work.

Mikiko slowly walked back to his apartment. He prepared everything for the next day and went to sleep.