At this age I never thought that I felt this towards my best friend brother.Its weird feeling, he is like my big brother, but while watching him talking to my older cousin, Micah, I feel irritated. I want to take his attention away from my cousin but how? its seems they are enjoying each company, with a unhappy face I sat in one of the table across while observing them.
At age 14, it never crossed my mind the truth behind that feeling.
It was the last time i saw him, a farewell party held in their huge garden for him. All the riches family in our S city was there, as belong in riches family both paternal and maternal side we are invited and our parents are close friends also. not to mention his little sister is my best friend, Mariz.
He will go abroad to study at the same time to work as an apprentice in their company branch in Australia. And i don't know how may years he will stay there.
As immature girl a approached him when i had a chance the moment my cousin went to the rest room," take care brother and have a safe trip",in childish way i said.He patted my head and smiled to me, sweetest smile i ever seen.