The night turned more darker and the party was finally over and everyone left. We came to his room and he went to the bathroom. His room was also big in comparison to my house. My room was tiny in front of his room. The walls were painted in grey and white colour combination and the furniture was also in dark brown colour. In his room there was a room for closet. It was also big in size. His all clothes were branded but they all were in dark colours. I think he didn't have colours in his life. There's only darkness in his life. There was again a small voice inside me wants to be his light in his life.
Then I sit on the bed and its also big. I think its king size bed. I removed my heels because my feets was aching and laid on the bed. Its soft and relaxing. I closed my eyes and thought about the whole day.
Our wedding night was tonight and I was feeling so nervous. He already took my first kiss. I wanted it to be a memorable moment but our situation was different.
.....What should I do....should I be wild.... but I don't have experience and what will he think about me .....or should I be shy..... but I am not shy or wild .....I am just me OH GOD what should I do...
Because of so much thinking I didn't know when I fell asleep. In my sleep I felt that someone tapped me on my arm but I ignored it then again someone tapped me. I think its my mom so I said to her -"Mom please ....let me ....sleep more ....I am ...so tired.... I ....want to .....slllleeeeeppppp." I could not sleep last night because of so much tension but now I was tension free and so tired and drifted to deep sleep.
In my sleep I was walking on a dark path. Its so dark and so long. I was just walking and walking but its never ending. Its so dark here that I can't see properly but I was still walking. I wanted to give up but there was small hope in me. For this tiny hope I continue to walking. I was just walking and after long time I saw light so I walked faster towards the light. When I reached there, there was so much light that I covered my eyes.
When I uncovered my eyes I was in a garden. Its so beautiful and there was someone else standing far away from me. I started walking towards him. When I reached to him I hold his arm and turned him but before I saw his face I opened my eyes abruptly. I was breathing heavily and sweating a lot and see everywhere.
I got panicked and said to myself that its not my room. Then I realised that this was my new room and stared at the ceiling and mumbled -"Who is he?"