48. I Can't Live Without Him

I am in a big mess. He's coming towards me..... what should I do..... then I decided. I started walking and come out of the mob. Then I said to sunny -" Hold this." saying this I started to run. I give my things to her.

I stopped running and looked back. he's walking faster... why is he coming towards me.... I started running again. I really don't want to be the target of every girl. I reached at my class and again looked back. He's still following me and I think he's angry... I am sorry I have to do this..... I started running again in the corridors.

I am tired now and my breathing was fast from running and he was still following me. I came at the pool side area there's only few students. Then he called my name with authority -" Stop there Alexa."

I stopped besides the pool and turned. He looked really irritated. I shook my hands and gesturing him but he ignored everything. I am stepping back with every second..... please don't come ....

He said again -" stop you..." I lost my balance. He tried to hold my hand but he also lost his footing and we both were falling in the pool. He flipped our position now I am on top and we both fall. I tried to stand and swim away but he pulled me towards him and said -" Why are you running away from me."

I was feeling irritated now and said loudly -" Why are here."

He loosened his grip on me. He was shocked from my reaction. Now I was also feeling bad.

He said -" I wanted to give you surprise but you tried to run away from me."

" You can wait outside for me why are you come inside." this time I said in a normal way."

" I want to spend some time with my wife but she's don't want me."

I was feeling really bad and said -" Its not like that. Wherever you go you always attract attention and I don't want that I want to live like a normal girl."

" You married to me Alexa. With me you will also going to be the hot topic in near future. you have to accept your future." saying this he stepped back from me. I felt empty when he did that.

I hold his arm and said -" I know ....I am sorry."

He removed my hand and said -" I am not expecting this reaction from your."

Everyone was here and seeing everything but right now we were in our own dimension. we didn't care about them. I started to cry to see his retreating back.

Its feeling like that he abandoned me. I was feeling so empty right now. Everything was happening in slow motion. I don't want this I don't want him to leave me. Then I realised one thing.

...I love him so much that I can't live without him.....😢