Kim said -" I told him but in my drunken state."
" you told him in your drunken state.... then what did he say."
" He didn't say anything."
I don't know how to comfort her about in this matter because I also going through like this situation. But I trust sunny she knows what to do in these situations.
sunny hold her hands and asked her -" After all this you are still waiting for him."
Kim looked at her like she's finding her answers in her eyes. she said then -" I don't know honestly."
" If I am in your place I don't wait for him. He's not the only one for me and there are other choices. why should I commit if I don't want to... you know before I met Drek I was enjoying my life. If I want to hook up with someone so I did. Its all my choice but know I found him and he's all mine... Don't stop your life because of some unworthy."
sunny was right. But I can't follow this because first I am a married woman and I only love him. Kim didn't say anything. I think its hard for her. I said to her -" Think about this and do what do you want to do."
she nodded. I enjoyed my time with them. Its better that I am with them rather than be alone. The spa was really great specially for me.
my body feels relax my all muscles feels so relax. Internally as well as externally I feel calm. There are still some problems but now I can deal with them with calmness.
sunny left for her shift and me and Kim came back home. we had dinner with everyone and he didn't come for dinner again. I was going to my room then mom called me.
we are siting in the garden area. she asked me directly -" Everything is ok in between you two."
I look at her surprisingly. she noticed. I smiled lightly and said -" Yes mom everything's fine."
" I don't think so you don't look fine to me and he also didn't come for dinner."
" No everything's ok. Its just that he's busy."
she leaned forward and hold my hand then said -" you know Alexa you are like daughter to me. If there's anything you can tell me."
I feel so touched. I hugged her tightly and said -" I am ok mom."
I don't like this. I hate it when I lie to the person who trust me the most. she looked at me lovingly and said -" ok....its late now go to your room.... and Alexa if there's anything tell me first."
" ok mom good night."
I come back to my room and laid on the bed. I and looking at the ceiling. she didn't believe what I said to her. I don't know when I fell asleep.
I woke up next morning and I still don't know is he come home or not. Today was my off from the college. I wear my casual clothes and come downstairs for breakfast.
He's siting with everyone at the dinning table. I sit beside him because that's my seat after all. I ignored him. Its been two days I saw him but I am upset with him.
Now I saw him I feel angry. when he's done eating he stands up and started to walk but mom stopped him.
mom said to him -" Nick I want you to do something for me."
He said -" what mom."
" I bought a dress yesterday for me but it doesn't fit well so I want you to go and change it for me."
He looked at her like he's saying something through his eyes. Before he says anything she said again -" I don't want to hear that you are busy or anything. you are going.
He sighed and said -" mom you know I don't understand these things."
mom said -" well you are right." she trails off and looked at me and then said -" Alexa you are going with him."