138. You Are Going With Him

Kim said -" I told him but in my drunken state."

" you told him in your drunken state.... then what did he say."

" He didn't say anything."

I don't know how to comfort her about in this matter because I also going through like this situation. But I trust sunny she knows what to do in these situations.

sunny hold her hands and asked her -" After all this you are still waiting for him."

Kim looked at her like she's finding her answers in her eyes. she said then -" I don't know honestly."

" If I am in your place I don't wait for him. He's not the only one for me and there are other choices. why should I commit if I don't want to... you know before I met Drek I was enjoying my life. If I want to hook up with someone so I did. Its all my choice but know I found him and he's all mine... Don't stop your life because of some unworthy."

sunny was right. But I can't follow this because first I am a married woman and I only love him. Kim didn't say anything. I think its hard for her. I said to her -" Think about this and do what do you want to do."

she nodded. I enjoyed my time with them. Its better that I am with them rather than be alone. The spa was really great specially for me.

my body feels relax my all muscles feels so relax. Internally as well as externally I feel calm. There are still some problems but now I can deal with them with calmness.

sunny left for her shift and me and Kim came back home. we had dinner with everyone and he didn't come for dinner again. I was going to my room then mom called me.

we are siting in the garden area. she asked me directly -" Everything is ok in between you two."

I look at her surprisingly. she noticed. I smiled lightly and said -" Yes mom everything's fine."

" I don't think so you don't look fine to me and he also didn't come for dinner."

" No everything's ok. Its just that he's busy."

she leaned forward and hold my hand then said -" you know Alexa you are like daughter to me. If there's anything you can tell me."

I feel so touched. I hugged her tightly and said -" I am ok mom."

I don't like this. I hate it when I lie to the person who trust me the most. she looked at me lovingly and said -" ok....its late now go to your room.... and Alexa if there's anything tell me first."

" ok mom good night."

I come back to my room and laid on the bed. I and looking at the ceiling. she didn't believe what I said to her. I don't know when I fell asleep.

I woke up next morning and I still don't know is he come home or not. Today was my off from the college. I wear my casual clothes and come downstairs for breakfast.

He's siting with everyone at the dinning table. I sit beside him because that's my seat after all. I ignored him. Its been two days I saw him but I am upset with him.

Now I saw him I feel angry. when he's done eating he stands up and started to walk but mom stopped him.

mom said to him -" Nick I want you to do something for me."

He said -" what mom."

" I bought a dress yesterday for me but it doesn't fit well so I want you to go and change it for me."

He looked at her like he's saying something through his eyes. Before he says anything she said again -" I don't want to hear that you are busy or anything. you are going.

He sighed and said -" mom you know I don't understand these things."

mom said -" well you are right." she trails off and looked at me and then said -" Alexa you are going with him."