180. Nothing

I snapped out of my thoughts when he takes her away. I wanted to snatch her back from him. She's my woman. mine. But she didn't deny him and go with him to the floor.

He pulled her closer to himself. I drink 3 or 4 shots in one go. She was glancing at me during her dance. But he turned her face and said something to her. After that she didn't look at me.

I don't want to be here. I can't see her in another man's arms. Before I do something here I left the party hall and go outside. I feel so angry. I paced in garden here and there to calm myself down.

I stopped walking and run my hand through my hair. She's my wife my woman. I am her husband. I can't leave like that. I'll take her with me. She's already mine in the first place.

I went inside again in the hall looked for her. She's not on the dance floor. Then I saw her silhouette from my peripheral view. Her whole body leaned against him. He's taking her with him.

I followed them. They go inside in some room and left the door ajar open. I walked towards the room. Suddenly I heard her cry.

" Ahhh ...Daniel.." I halted in my steps.

" I am sorry." then I heard him.

No no no she can't.... she can't do this. my Alexa was not like this. she's so pure so innocent. I should look inside. I took a step and again I heard her voice.

" press it gently." she said painfully.

I stumbled and take support from the wall. I feel like my soul leave my body. I can't think anything. my mind goes blank.

There was a crushing sound in my ears in my whole body. my whole world crushed.

I don't want to heard her moans for other man. I turned and leave the hall. I was walking aimlessly. I don't know what to do.... I don't understand anything..... why..... why did she betray me....

I stopped in front of his car. I feel so angry so mad. Everything's looking red to me. I feel like there's a fire inside me and wanted to burn everything.

I punched with my all might at the front glass and it break in one blow. My knuckles got scratched and started bleeding. I don't feel any pain.

I feel like there's nothing inside me. The emotions I feel for her they are nothing to her. she's the one who started them and she's the only one who crushed them. she crushed my heart. she crushed me.

" Hahaha...." I laughed emotionlessly. I laughed on myself. I looked at the sky and laughed again.

" Alexa..... my love.... my life.... hahaha... in the end you betray me for him..... I love the wrong woman...Now you are nothing to me.... nothing..... everything finished in between us."