My body turned stiff. I remembered everything what he did to me that night. And after all those treatment I am again with him.
In 3 days we will be divorced but here we are with each other. This feels so wrong. His touch feels so wrong but my damned body still want him.
He also feels my stiffness and pulled out his finger from inside me. I feel empty inside.....no Alexa..... please stop....
If I don't stop myself now I can't live with my head held high. He humiliated me. ...I don't know. ...if I stay here any longer I can't stop myself. I want to leave.
I turned to face him and looked at him. I don't know when my tears started falling. I shook my head.
".....No ...." I only said this and pushed him away from me. He looked hurt.
I want to comfort him....no Alexa.....He didn't comfort you and he don't even apologize to me.
I yanked him away from me and hurriedly unlocked the door and come out of the bathroom. I run to the bar counter where I last saw sunny but she's not there.
I looked for her. she's dancing with Drek. I don't want to spoil their moment but I am helpless. I go to her. They both got shocked to see me. I only said that I want to leave.
We both in her car. I was siting at the passenger seat and looking outside.
She asked -" What happened.... you both look fine when you were dancing."
I was crying silently and feeling so frustrated. I said -" I don't know... I don't know sunny."
I looked at her and asked -" Who called him."
" Alexa.... these past few days you are behaving so strangely. your moods changed so suddenly at one time you are all crying then you feel sick all day and then you were act so energized like today. you are behaving so out of you today... so stubborn... and you are not listening to me. I don't know what will you do next that's why I told Drek to called him."
" I know sunny..... Do you think I don't know what's happening to me. I know everything. I cried because of my messed up life. I feel sad because I missed him. I feel angry because of him and want to do everything thing he don't like.
Look at me. I am looking like a hooker but I still wore them to make him angry because he don't like too exposed clothes on me. But today he gave complement ...
And the main problem was my body. He humiliated me in every way that night but this damned body still want him. ...."
I sobbed and said again -" I don't... know sunny.... I..... I am... so confused... I want divorce because I can't be with him. If I don't do anything and choose to stay with him I can't face myself.... but my body want him... what should I do ...sunny."
She said after a moment -" Honestly I don't know Alexa.... but I just wanted to say ... follow your heart. "
Right now this whole scenario making me confuse and I am not in my right mind to take any decision now.
We stayed silent in whole journey.
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Sunny's pov
He made her angry. Now there's no argument. We followed after her. She went to the center of the floor and started dancing.
I take a step on the dance floor but he stopped me. I glared at him and said -" she's alone there Drek."
" No ...its fully packed." He said seriously.
" But she....." I argued but he stopped me and said -" No arguments sunny and I am here."
I rolled my eyes. I hate possessive men. My man was behaving like this I don't know what will happen when her man come. He's really possessive of her.
He's looking at every men around her like hawk. Then one man touched her. she yanked him away.
He looked at me and said -" " Stay here and don't think about to come on the stage."
I nodded reluctantly. He goes to that man who touched her and punched him on the face. Damn man...that's my man.
He stand near by her and glaring at every men who tried to approach her but stopped to see his murderous look.