" I want divorce."
He looked surprised and sad. He's looking at me continuously.
I said -" I really need this Nicholas. I want this for me because if I don't take stand for me I'll never be held my head high as a woman. Please understand me. I also don't want to be separate but I need this."
He said -" I respect you Alexa. I know what I did was so so wrong but it doesn't mean I look down on you. I'll make it up to you give me a chance."
I pat the space besides me and he sit on it. I said -" You know how we got married Nicholas. Its a big misunderstanding. If nothing happened that day then we got married to other person. But we married.
We both are totally strangers to each other. You don't know me I don't know you at all. We started from blank page. In our marriage period we face everything. Firstly we both shy and awkward with each other then we started to get closer slowly.
There always small misunderstandings in between us and because of this we avoided or ignored each other. And we became one in the last. I thought may be everything going to be okay in between us but I was wrong.
And now here we are at breaking point. This is not normal for me. I always wanted more from our relationship. Our relationship failed Nicholas. And that's why I want divorce."
He's looking at the ceiling and didn't say anything. After a moment he said -" If that's what you want then its okay with me. I respect your decision."
We stayed silent after this. Then his lawyer came. He read the papers for us and asked me first to sign it.
I was looking at the papers in front of me. Do I really want this....I asked to myself. I looked at him. He's also looking at me.
Yeah its good for both of us... I take the pen in my hand and signed it. Then he also signed it without wasting any time.
The lawyer stamped the papers and before leaving he said -" You are divorced now." and leave.
it hurts me hear him saying this but its reality now. We are divorced couple.
He said after silence -" It was great to be with you. I will cherish every moment we spent with each other the rest of my life."
I smiled to hear him. I think now its the right time to drop the bomb on him.
I came closer to him and said -" This is not the end Mr. Cooper."
to be continue....