(1 hour ago , Before Nicholas come )
Alexa's POV
I was trying to sleep but my heart was feeling heavy more than other days tonight. I closed my eyes and tried to think about good things. But I ended up imagining our happy moments. And it helped my heart to calm down a lot.
I continued to imagine them. I didn't know if I fell asleep or not but I found my self in a very darker place. I got panicked and put my hands on my belly. But I got more shocked when I found my flat tommy but not my heavy round belly.
I started to feel my Tommy to feel any movements of my baby but I didn't feel anything. I got more panicked. My tears started to flowing down.
...My baby ...where did it go.... please god don't do this... I want my baby back please...
I was crying helplessly and feeling like dying. But then I heard a laughing sound. And its really adorable sound. Its sound like baby's laugh. I hurriedly wiped my face. I want to hear it more. And I heard it again. A smile fall upon my face. It sound like bell to my ears.
I followed the sound and started to walk towards it. Then I realised something. I was here before this time. I can't remember but I was here.
I remembered that there will be two paths ahead of me. And I found them. I followed the same path I choose the last time and I found myself in more brighter place. It was a very beautiful garden. It was the same garden when I was here the last time.
I again heard the laughing sound and it was more clearer than before. I followed the sound and found a very tall and muscular man standing there and his back was facing me. From his silhouette I was sure that he's Nicholas.
Then I realised that he's carrying someone in his arms very delicately. He was smiling by looking at it. I following his eyesight and found a tiny human in his hand. That tiny human was a baby. His face was blurry.
I blinked my eyes few times but his face was still blurry. But from looking at the baby I was sunny that he's the most cutest baby in the world. They are playing with each other.
I was looking at them from far away. I wanted to join them. Then I took a step to go to them but stopped in between because I saw a woman besides them.
Her face was also blurry. But I could say that she's beautiful because the way Nicholas looking at her. With so much love and tenderness in his eyes.
They look happy with each other. I feel so much jealousy. I wanted to be the one with them. But what is she doing in my place.
I still to think about the woman and forget about my surrounding. And when I again blinked and opened my eyes I found myself back in my room . I looked around in realised that it was a dream. I instantly feel my belly and feel relieved to know that my baby was with me.
I looked at the ceiling and thought about the dream.
.....Who was that woman.....And why did he looking at her with so much love.... Did he already forget about me....
And that heavy feeling again come back to me.
( End of the dream.
I hope you guys like the dream.... And who was that woman...
Any guesses ....)