Your heart is awake

I haven't moved even my finger since I woke up. Has it been an hour or two? I can't tell. I know I am awake because I am not happy with my reality.

Eli's arms around me, holding tightly to him. His hot but rhythmic breaths tingle the back of my neck. His firm chest -- pressed against my back-- gives me a secure feeling. His scent is comforting and yet, luscious. My body wants him. 

Is this how my mother felt?

Though she married my stepfather, a corner of her heart had always yearned for that man who left her. That's why she didn't want me to be in a relationship with Baek Joon-Woo. She could probably see that I loved Baek Joon-Woo with everything I had. And she was afraid.