I am so tired of your drama

Baek Joon Woo's words are coming true.

My father had a reason to leave my mother. He didn't have any idea about me.

If I was in his position, I would have been shocked too. 

What would have happened if my father had said goodbye to my mother before he left her? Would my mother have kept me?

She wouldn't have. 

My mother already told me that she regretted giving birth to me and giving up on a life that she could have. 

She kept me because she was young and foolish -- foolishly in love with my father; my mother kept me because she thought that my father would come back to her.

I let out a sigh. Everything seems complicated in my mind. 

What should I call this man? Father? Dad? Mr Krauss?

It's awkward. 

Though I have told him to ask for forgiveness from my mother, the relationship between my mother and me is already broken. What should I do about the relationship between him and me?