Until I remember

Why does he not listen to me? I don't want to see him anymore. Why can't he understand how painful it is? He is the last thread of my sanity. If something happens to him, I don't know what I will do. I open my mouth to yell at him. "Why are you being an idiot? I was raped by more than a dozen men. My body is even disgusting to me. Why don't you understand why I don't want to see you? I hate you, Baek Joon Woo. If you don't leave me, I will never forgive you."

If he stays with me, he will get more hurt. 

"Pfft!" The chilling chuckle freezes my blood. I widen my eyes. The smile on Baek Joon Woo's face is frosty. He looks at me with amusement, "You got fooled again."

It's not him. My voice trembles. "Killian."

"That's not my name." He sighs. "Then, why should I tell you when you are like this?"