My sisters have grown up and now they can pay for their own college, but I still don't believe that they are perfectly dependable on their own,so I want to stay with them for a while, until they can stand up on there feet I don't want to leave them yet.
Lets end these feelings, feelings of wanting, holding, caressing, loving, possessing. I'm still not sure if I love him or I just want him for sex, I finally remembered the promise back in the younger days...I remember him. so clearly but somehow its really not possible for me to vision Shiwoo as that hyung. I know that hyung loved a person who. he could never forget, but easily does Shiwoo says that. he loves me, kind of proves it, I've made. up my mind....I'm not gonna leave. I just have to apologize to Kaname.
Back at Kaname's Place:
I'm getting impatient, when is he gonna leave?
"Hey Subaru!!!!!!!!!!!"
"Y-yes master"
"Call him"
"Who sir?"
"Choi Jihun"(ch18)
"Y-yes master"
................
"Hi Jihun, how are you doing?"
"What is it this time? Do you w ant someone to die or given a warning(rape them he means)?"
"Wow, I called you after a long time yet you still know why I call you"
"So, which is. it?"
"Warning! So that he can never face my beloved again"
"Hmmm, so who is it this time?"
"I don't think you know him, his name is Yoonwoo"
"sorry but i can't do it this time"
"Why not?"
"Cause he's my friend and we went to the army together"
"In that case I have to blackmail you, you. know I. heard an interesting story a guy who used to. work with Yoonwoo...hmmm...what was his name? Ah, Jimin I suppose..."
"You BASTARD!"
"well I haven't said anything yet you know....but i know that you get what i meant when I mentioned his name right?"
"Damn it, fine I'll do it"
"Good Boy, Don't let me down now"
*call ended*
"You're as evil minded as ever master"
"Yeah so? Who asked you Subaru? I will do. anything to. get the man I love"
"This is not love master, it's possessiveness"
"What are you my. mother or something?"
"No master, I'm sorry"
Master still doesn't understand my feelings for him does he? I wonder when he would give that guy up then I could finally step in to make master happy and mine.
*eyes shine as a prey looks at its dinner, here Subaru look at his master like that*
I wonder when did master get this twisted with his concept about love? Should I also get into this? Should I get rid of master's love? But then again. he didn't do anything wrong to me or the master, so why. should I get rid of. him. because, if he didn't exist in the first place then master wouldn't be possessive about him. No. no no no, stop. I shouldn't be thinking, I should b e concentrating in my goal right now, how to make master mine.
At Shiwoo's house:
*ring ring*
*knock knock*
"Who would it be at this hour? And look at the rain outside, it's so heavy"
*opens the door*
"Youngwoo, what are you doing here? Oh. my god, look. at you you're all wet with the rain, come inside let me get you a towel"
Shiwoo turned to. get a towel just when Youngwoo tugged at his shirt stopping him from leaving him.