Indecisive

Day 4... My goodness this week really is such a... Whatever, I didn't got a single drop of sleep last night after learning Gardenia's past. Also I think I learned something abiut myself too... Something that is really concerning... Ugh! Whatever! Just whatever!

I rise from my beloved bed and start preparing to go to school, also still day dreaming about me and Nia's last confrontation last night. The hug, the smile, the upset face, it's so clear in my head. Every singke moment of it... I really need to evaluate this.

I went to school, as I am heading towards my room I started to grow a little bit nervous again...

"Seriously, what's up with me?" I said out loud unnoticed by myself, then someone slap my back.

"What's up with you? Talking to yourself early in the morning" It's her, Nia. The caused of my suffering... "Huh? Ah... Oh... Did I said that out loud?" I said. "Uhm... Yeah you silly boy" She said while messing my hair up, such energy early in the morning. "You know Nia, you are the one who's draining my energy everyday" I said with an unenergetic tone. "Oh really Nard? Well sorry but I won't stop messing with you... Bleeeh!!!" She mocks. So childish, honestly such a kid but to fair that mocking face is really cute. It almost made my heart skip a beat again.

We entered the classroom.

Nia and I still goes on with our mocking of each other until the class starts.

When there is a class we are professionals we focus on the discussion and participating everytime, we always compete on acads and tries to get ahead on each other. Nia is a math genius I'm asking her to teach me the formula if I didn't get it the first time our teacher explain it to us. While me, I think I excel in Science... Moving on, it's luch time. We ate lunch and talked for a while, as the conversation is ongoing my heart stated to skip a beat again. This is the moment I concluded...

I love her....