CHAPTER 16 - NOAH DISCOVERS A GAY BDSM VIDEO CLIP SITE

The weeks since Curt left Noah started to explore the internet porn sites that featured gay bdsm movies and video clips. When Curt was around he never found the time or energy to do that. With him gone, he discovered several sites but one in particular that offered dozens of video clips posted by various people featuring sometimes pretty extreme gay BDSM videos. He found that he could partly fulfill his dark fantasy, at least for now, by watching videos on that extreme gay BDSM site.

Once again, as he did when Curt was living below, Noah was anxious and excited to get home. He couldn't believe how explicit and extreme many of videos were- most of them short - but intense bondage scenes. Watching those video clips became his singular to fully entertain himself with his free time and increasingly his way to achieve sexual satisfaction and release. To Noah it was completely satisfying - in place of having the actual Curt.

Still, as explicit and extreme the video clips were to Noah, he felt it they always fell short of his own dark fantasy scenes, but was of the mind that the video clips posted so far were better than nothing. But he wanted more - he wanted to see a video that would be as extreme, intense with prolonged edging and milking that he visualized in his dark fantasies in his head. But he didn't think that would happen.

One day after rushing home from work, he restarted his computer in his spare room and his browser somehow opened up to a new gay bdsm video site he hadn't seen before. Funny he thought briefly. He didn't remember going to this site when he shut down the computer last night. Maybe he had clicked on one of the other bdsm site links by accident, though he usually checked to make sure he closed all of his browser tabs before putting his computer in hibernate mode. He was puzzled.

But then he saw a picture of one of the videos highlighted on the site. The screen capture of the new video was of a handsome youth - face blurred - but clearly a muscled fit athlete tied and spread eagle standing. It was posted by a person who was identified as "The Stalker" but with no other information. Noah was overcome with lust just seeing that screen capture and immediately forgot about how his computer opened up to this link in the first place.

Noah loved the screen shot of a boy - face blurred - spread-eagled naked - and the short video description. That first video and all the videos that "The Stalker" would eventually post would blast Noah's dark fantasies into the stratosphere of his already intense lust and bring his obsessions to an entirely different level.

He couldn't believe it.

The first of those videos featured that young man who was called "Pretty Jock Boy" with the video simply titled "Abduction, Edged and Milked Part 1". It was a 60 minute bondage and edging clip of "Pretty Jock Boy" - his first.

The short description of that first 60 minute video referred to the tied up youth as "Pretty Jock Boy" and described him as a 22 year old totally straight athlete being edged in a 6 hour session - and that this was a clip from that session that included electro on his dick and balls and thighs and asshole, prolonged cock polishing and edging - and then milking - without mercy or a safe word. That description along -without even seeing the video - made Noah's dick go steel hard. He loved seeing young men - young straight men who resisted if possible - restrained and edged and milked.

He pressed play thinking that the video would disappoint him - as all videos seem to do, falling far short of delivering fully his fantasy of seeing a straight boy helpless, tied up and really edged and milked and tormented without mercy in a session that would seem as real as possible with no way for the victim to stop what was happening - and for what was happening never to stop.

This one was different. Very different.

This video overwhelmed Noah. Unlike the previous videos that always fell short, he was now seeing his ultimate fantasies of bondage and edging come to life in an extremely intense and long video scene. The 60 minute video featured a young man - said to be straight in the video description - his face blurred by video editing but showing a beautiful smooth muscled lean body, framed by defined pecs, quarter size nipples and a washboard hard stomach, full head of short brownish hair, with sexy patches of brown hairs in his armpits, a treasure trail leading down to a nice patch of pubic hair and a hard cock that looked to be a full 9 inches over a tight bag of egg sized balls. The video description posted by "The Stalker" indicated that the youth was known as "Pretty Jock Boy".

Though his face was blurred by video editing, the shape of his head could be detected - and dark areas where his eyes and mouth were - that taken together suggested a very handsome young man.

Something about the body of this helpless boy seemed to have a hypnotic effect on Noah and triggered an overwhelming and powerful lust in him. He became obsessed with this video - and Pretty Jock Boy.

Noah stared opened mouth at the video. He couldn't believe what he was seeing and hearing. It was to him a science fiction transformation - being thrust suddenly into his own ultimate sexual fantasy with every part of it coming to life right before him.

In the video Pretty Jock Boy was struggling, tightly restrained spread-eagle by rope and chains connected to steel rings to two concrete posts, as he was slowly stripped of his clothes, exposing his blue boxer briefs clinging to his muscled bubble butt and with a mouthwatering bulge that deliciously displayed what obviously was a sizeable dick and balls. The room appeared to be very warm judging by the heavy sweat covering the youth. The stripping off of his t-shirt and jeans was extremely erotic, done brutally with violent rips and shredding by several hands - without seeing their bodies as he struggled and yelled his head off.

The video now showed the defiant boy standing spread-eagle, legs splayed out also tied and chained to the two posts like his arms, stripped naked down to his underwear, a man appeared behind him. his head covered by a sinister looking ski mask - nibbling at the boy's ears, tonguing it and biting his neck, while his hands roamed at will up and down his struggling body. As the video continued, another guy, also in a ski mask, appeared kneeling in front of the boy, just to the side, rubbing his nose under and over and around the boy's crotch covered underwear, massaging the mound with light and firm touches to Pretty Jock Boy's swelling hump-like bulge. The hooded guy would dance his fingers under the balls of Pretty Jock Boy causing him to lurch forward and yell - and then started to lick and suck through the damp underwear fabric the boy's dick and balls that now could be seen clearly outlined pushing out in his tight boxer briefs growing semi hard to a full straight boy proud flagpole like erection.

Another pair of hands from an unseen body - suddenly appeared, caressing the rounded bulge and butt cheeks still covered by his underwear and then in two violent tugs, ripped the briefs off completely, his hard 9 inch sweaty uncut prong flopping out pointing straight out in a classic steel hard-on. He gasped and yelled as the other guy in the hood kneeling licked the shaft slowly from root to just below the ridge of his knob, back and forth as the boy moaned, buckled causing his enormous fuck meat to swing back and forth lewdly. The boy was clearly resisting, struggling almost violently to break away as his body was fondled, licked - and his straight boy dick being licked and swallowed whole as Pretty Jock Boy's body trembled.

A full 15 minutes into the video, the buildup to where ever it was going was still playing out - to Noah's surprise, who expected, always with anticipated disappointment, a video no matter how hot, short changing on the setup - and payoff, speeding through both. He looked at the time left for the video to end - it still had 45 minutes to go!

The slow and deliberate actions combined with the length of the video made it very different than any other posted. It proceeded slowly - demonstrating clearly to the helpless straight youth that his ordeal was going to be very long and torturous indeed. Of course this was acting or consensual - it had to be Noah thought, but either way it was top notch and convincing. It seemed utterly real. And then, there was something about that boy. Noah was drawn to him.

The video now focused on the other hooded man, who was nibbling, biting, and tonguing the boy's neck and ears, worked his way slowly down his sweaty back, licking the skin, biting here and there down his spine, straight to the hump of his butt crack. The boy - Pretty Jock Boy was writhing in what appeared to be for the video, unwanted forced pleasuring of his body - with the video continuing on with hooded men sucking, or using hands to edge the boy countless times to the very brink of cumming.

Never in his life or in any of the previous videos on the site had Noah seen anything like it, except in his darkest fantasies. Some videos clips sort of touched on those fantasies. But while extremely hot those video clips always ended too soon for Noah because the agony of cock polishing or post orgasm torments was never long enough. Almost always just a quick segue to another longer scene - never a long scene by itself. But this video was very different - not just because the length was feature film length - but it was the intensity and level of torments. And something about the model - Pretty Jock Boy. Something special about him too. Clearly he was handsome.

Noah kept watching, almost in a state of disbelief, amazement and extreme anticipation of what could possibly be next. The video now showed Pretty Jock Boy now spread-eagle on a bed, tightly restrained by rope and leather cuffs with chains - totally naked and visible except for what appeared to be a leather or rubber hood - that covered his entire head with openings for his eyes - that were sometimes covered with duct tape during the session - and an opening for his mouth. His mouth was sometimes during the video, gagged with a red rubber ball - reducing his voice to mostly grunts - and some unintelligible yelling and every so often a string of very muffled words that mostly was impossible to understand.

The naked defiant muscled youth, his biceps bulging in the video was now struggling, shrieking and yelling from being edged, milked, edged again and milked again over and over - with electro pads on his thighs, then on his abs and then on his dick, aided by a Hitachi wand with a ribbed cock sheath that vibrated up and down and over is cock head and shaft - with a butt plug sometimes vibrator and sometimes electro. This wasn't acting anymore - his violent struggling, his body forced to endure pure unbearable sensual stroking, cock polishing and palming of his ultra-sensitive knob, ignoring every plea with the boy's once masculine yelling reduced to shrieks then babbling and sobs, begging for them to stop.

They of course, in the video, eventually did - but never when the boy begged for it. It seemed endless - and certainly, Noah realized, the unedited footage of the actual session probably felt that way to Pretty Jock Boy.

Noah could only imagine how the rest of the 6 hour session went - and wished videos of the entire session would be posted. And more sessions tormenting this boy. It was to Noah simply an incredible 60 minutes of unrelenting, intense and prolonged edging, electro, more edging, nipple play and more edging and milking on this helpless tied up well built struggling straight boy. The long deliberate and methodical post-orgasm torments on his quivering ultra-sensitive hard cock - especially on the knob over and over - was almost too hard to watch even for Noah given the violent buckling of the boy's body and sheer animal like shrieks when it continued on and on without end.

He couldn't believe how the restrained boy could endure such torment, though he loved seeing and hearing it, even if sometimes he almost felt sorry for the boy. Almost. And never sorry enough to not want to see the boy tormented even longer. The video description said that Pretty Jock Boy was straight. Maybe he wasn't straight Noah thought. Maybe this wasn't his first time - or maybe he was an experienced sub - though that didn't seem likely from the reactions which seemed too authentic. Noah wished there was more in the video's profile about Pretty Jock Boy. He was fixated by the boy.

Even without more details in the profile, Noah could tell that Pretty Jock Boy clearly had an athletic toned, well-muscled lean body - and while hooded, his voice, muffled as it was, and even the shape of his head through the hood or when blurred by video editing strongly suggest a very handsome youth, clearly an athlete and acting not with standing - clearly in misery from being manhandled and made to cum over and over.

After watching the video several times, Noah realized there was several Masters - each a total expert - not only in physical abuse done on the boy over and over - but in the mental abuse too that went with it. And each took their time - prolonging the ordeal, the palming or rubbing or tickle torture far beyond the endurance of the boy - until just the brink of him passing out. And even then they would each resume the torment - alternating segments of prolonged extreme pleasure edging his dick and always stopping short of allowing him to cum - causing growing rage and frustration by Pretty Jock Boy. Noah couldn't believe what he was seeing and hearing.

It was all he did now in his free time to rush home to see if new clips were posted of that boy. It was, for Noah, like watching a reality TV with no rules.

But it was just that one video. He watched it over and over. He never tired of seeing over and over the violent thrashings of Pretty Jock Boy's young muscled body in response to being milked and touched after cumming, with anguish shrieks, screams and yelling that had the reedy youthful masculine voice one would expect of a college type athlete.

And then he discovered something he hadn't clearly heard before. After yet another viewing of the video, jerking off slowly, he watched the entire video through without fast forwarding to the hot parts he liked. He wanted to see the entire video and every torment done on the struggling youth. Midway, he caught something that he had missed in all his previous viewing.

He thought he could make out Pretty Jock Boy in an anguished muffled voice the words "OH NO!" - when hands and fingers touched his ultra-sensitive dick that just shot loads of cum, that were seconds away from a painful prolonged post orgasm torment especially focused on his knob.

Startled, Noah previously fast forwarding the video - because nearly every scene was so hot - had not heard those words come out of the tormented boy before.

With a start, he realized the voice sounded like Curt.

Those words that he heard before - that sounded like his idol He then realized now how much Pretty Jock Boy's shrieks, moans and yelling also sounded like Curt. The grunting - the muffled desperate pleading sounds of the hooded youth Pretty Jock Boy struggling from being edged and force to cum - and having his lower body electrified. He realized they all sounded like Curt - but it was that terror stricken almost little boy voice yelling futilely "ON NO!!!" that got Noah's attention.

Hearing that anguished plea every time now - and the other shrieks, screams, grunts, and yelling - once he made the connection to the similarity of Curt's voice, made Noah's dick flex hard. For Noah, that made the videos even hotter and played out his dark fantasies.

That voice.

"OH NO!!!!" That anguish boyish reedy tone. Yes, that muffled voice "OH NO" in the video sounded very similar to Curt's - and a reaction to being tormented with post orgasm cock polishing and stroking. Yeah, Noah thought - it sounded similar to Curt's voice when he had sex - just two days before leaving - with two girls who tried to stroke his dick after he shot his load. He yelled "OH NO!!!". And stopped them.

No way it could be Curt of course, Noah thought, but the similarity in the voice - the body and the muffled shrieks and screams and grunting - and even the muffled involuntary "fuck yeah" when Pretty Jock Boy was stroked and edged prolonged session that brought him intense pleasure and then an explosive orgasm. He could easily fantasize it was Curt.

There was also something very familiar about Pretty Jock Boy's body too. Maybe that was why he was so infatuated with the video. Noah looked at the thousands of stalker" photos and videos he had taken of Curt - and compared it to the video of Pretty Jock Boy. Bodies were similar. Similar brown hair - similar treasure trail and belly button. Smooth very defined body. Abs. Pecs and quarter-sized salmon colored nipples. Muscled thighs...with a dusty covering of brown hairs. But Noah realized the body of Pretty Jock Boy looked similar to so many other guys too - even if it also really resembled Curt's.

Noah even had a few pictures and videos of the one time for a few minutes that he was able to surreptitiously take them while the youth was drunk sleeping on his patio recliner. While his dick wasn't hard - for a few moments it was semi-hard. He could see his pubes and balls and his cock soft. But Curt's body and private parts didn't have any special or markings and no tattoos.

Yeah, he was un-cut, but so were a lot of guys - and Noah didn't get a good look (nor did the video get a close view) of Curt's dick. It all looked similar to Pretty Jock Boy or probably to hundreds or thousands of other boys. Without seeing the face of the tormented boy it could be anyone. But the similarity to Curt made these series of videos even hotter for Noah.

He had lucked out in finding this site and this boy. He forgot about the weirdness he first felt when he turned the computer on and that internet site had just popped up. Now he could imagine - watching a real video - that it was Curt being tormented. Yeah, he had Pretty Jock Boy. Hot body and everything he wanted to see in a video of a straight boy being forced to cum. Now he could sniff Curt's dirty clothes and underwear and pretend that Pretty Jock Boy in those videos was Curt. It was easy enough to do since their bodies and sometimes their voices sounded similar.

But he still missed Curt.