Never Understand.
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And if there were no hero,
He would become a hero to help poor people that what he wanted.
And he got admit into army, but…..
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Before he started, some people came and took him.
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He thought it was from that family at first.
Luckily, they were from army,
They told him that they were recruiting special soldiers for special missions.
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He was his eyes covered and taken to very big place in the mountain,
And he saw some solider were doing their jobs made him believe them as Army people.
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They told him, this is very dangerous missions and only for chosen soldiers.
This is the pride and for the country.
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But he have to give up even his name and life.
And everything in there were confidential.
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The boy was happy inside as
He thought he could be a someone for his country and he accepted.
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The boy accepted did not mean that, the army accepted him,
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They got a test for him.
The test is kill a person.
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But that was not like he needed to go out and kill.
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There was a death roll prisoner, who rape and kill many. (That was what they told him.)
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They told him, that guy is going to get killed anyway.
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They explain him too why they wanted.
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It was simple, they did not want a doctor who afraid of blood.
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A special solider who afraid of killing.
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The boy killed the prisoner while that guy was begging him.
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The boy was 17 years old at that time.
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But the boy did not felt like someone in movie,
That they scare and their brain busted after killing a person.
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Even if that was his first kill.
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The army like him so much and training him for three years without rest.
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The boy sometime felt really could not continue.
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But they said
'you already gave up for your life for country?
Do you think it was easy to become one?'
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They always said
'There is no Moe, there is no you.'
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And they trained him harder and harder.
The boy was named as code name No Moe .
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Meaning in english is No Rain.
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Or,
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ZERO RAIN.
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In short,
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ZO RA.
...…..
After Three years and half year around.
Zora arrived at a country border as a bad boy.
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Slowly he made many Na Ga Ma while selling secondary hand drugs.
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Zora and his Na Ga Ma comfort with polices and run away together,
laugh together, pain together.
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After 1 years finally Zora got in the drug lord traid with his many Na Ga Ma.
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The first test for Zora was,
Kill a spy in front of Drug lord trust man.
Same as before a guy was tied up and all Zora needed to do was shot.
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At that time many movie and novel scenes came into Zora mind.
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In there MC were trying to save these spies and after difficulties they save them.
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But at the same time he remember his teaching from his trainer before.
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And heard what they told him,
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"All of us were already give up our life, we were out there alone survive in the middle of enemies."
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"If you found someone who claim as they were a spy or police and ask you to save them.
What should you do?"
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Zora answer.
"Save them."
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And they said
"You die."
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Zora ask "Why?"
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They said
"do you know who is that one you tried to save?"
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Zora answer this
"They said he was police or spy? So they are not?"
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"That is what they said, moreover there are many enemies spies in our government."
They lectured Zora.
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"You are in the middle of enemies alone and if you believe them and you die.
No one would save you."
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"Remember that no one would save you."
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"And we already give up our life.
So even if they said did not stray from your mission.
Eliminate all block in the mission."
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"Your job is to finish the mission. Nothing else."
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And,,
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"And moreover,
some spy are lived in their life as police and doing just part time as spy."
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"You are special agent,
who even give up your name for country
And there is no life for you.
Compare to you they were nothing.
So never stray from the mission."
That is the trainer told him secretly.
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What they taught him was in logic.
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But he ask, if he were captured by government how could he do?
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They told him, for the final told them Zora code number.
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So, Zora never stray because of stupid novels and movies.
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Zora did not know what other country taught their special spies but he thought this is the same.
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But these novelist were not spies before so how could they know?
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He got in the organization finally,
After 2 years around he become a trusted person.
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He got a mission giving from drug lord.
So, he could start his country mission.
He reported it.
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But there were no action taken,
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Zora thought may be,
They don't want me to expose it.
May be they want bigger one.
His mission is reported every movement.
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So Zora never disappoint and did his jobs.
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3 years later, he noticed many.
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There were many time they pass through government gates.
If they follow the instruction from above and nothing bad happen to them.
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Once they fought with military,
And Zora was hidden and someone was arrested.
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That one told the military leader that he was spy.
Leader told other to go out and he alone checking.
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And the leader killed the spy and told other that was fake and trying to attack him and ran so he shot and killed him.
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And next thing Zora notice was,
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There were many countries around there and all have big military.
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Why was this small drug lord survive and stay in these countries with fake ID?
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Zora could still in these countries with fake ID too just like normal citizen.
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His drug job was not all the time anymore, some time he was send to city and live there.
Call back and do the job. Some time do the job in city.
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So Zora starting to confuse.
Why did they still not act yet?
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He slowly suspect that he got in wrong officer hand and he was sent here to supervise.
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At that time he already become a captain.
And most of his Na Ga Ma were dead,
Zora killed some as they tried to betray Zora and took over Zora place.
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But some die while, they cover for Zora.
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And he got trapped with military and they found another spy.
He was right hand man of drug lord.
After Zora found out and kill him,
And Zora become a right hand man.
And then he know that was his test.
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The drug lord already know that man was a spy.
And he need another trusted man.
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So Zora finally got higher up position but Zora never happy anymore.
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He slowly understand he was a pawn on a chess board.
And he was so desperate,
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At that time, even if he could live in many countries, and he was rich. But...
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He notice he did not have….
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His Country, his Name, and everything gone.
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At the age of around 27, he know everything he had was gone.
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He was in drug organization does not mean that he done all things.
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At that time he never have sex before
Because he only wanted to love one and married only one
And sex only one when he went back to his country.
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These were all from old martial art novel book and he love that.
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And he did not drink.
No one force him to make sex but they forced him to drink.
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And all found out a very rare disease,
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Alcohol allergic,
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After Zora drunk his whole body swallow and itchy the whole body.
Doctor said no medicine for it.
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No one give him an Alcohol anymore and Zora did not drink on job.
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But at the time of all hope were gone, and he did not know what to do that time around.
At his home in a city,
He saved a girl 2years ago.
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She was good at study but no one could support her from the small village,
she risked and come to city for work and education.
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Some people trying to make her into prostituting
But Zora saw her and….
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She reminded him as himself before,
so he saved her,
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She did not have a place and work,
so he gave a place in his house and job as a maid in his house.
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He gave more than enough money for her tuition fee and food.
As he got so much money and no one to spend.
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He tested her with money.
He left a lot of money in the house but she did not run away with money.
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She was so good in nature, and she was only 14 when Zora saw her.
And she is beautiful.
Only Zora noticed when he saw her
But other did not notice a messy hair with sunburn face.
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For Zora did not look at that surface,
He looked at outline of her face and he knew.
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Within 2 years all messy hair and sunburn face recovered.
And she showed her beauty and she even more beautiful than some Korean actress.
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But Zora could not care as his life was in danger all the time.
And he did not destroy someone life only by his desire….
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Giving job at the age of 14,
May be government could arrested Zora for giving full time job for underage?
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That he did not know and did not care.
But at that day at his age of 27
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He asked her to stay with him and she agreed at her age of 16.
But Zora regret that later and said sorry but..
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She said it is ok because she liked him for long time.
She become house maid to house owner.
And Zora saw some ray in his life.
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He started to plan for run away and stay in far away country.
There were so much money in the house but she still the same.
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He knew about his life was not safe and live on the edge of blade,
So he did something for her.
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He made a bank account with her name and more than enough money for her to study.
At first, she refused but Zora explain her that if he die all his money would be waste,
she is only one he had.
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He explained some of things about him to her for her survival, when the time come.
But he never said what was his job.
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His only request was,
Tell him before she found someone.
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Six month later she told Zora that she fall in love with someone and gave him back all his money.
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But Zora ask her to take it and only request again that
'whatever happen only use this money for to finish her education.'
And don't believe anyone.
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She gave her promise and she left.(later he found out she kept her promised.)
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Some may be think these money were dirty!!!
But for Zora,
These were clean,
His clean life exchange for it.
And all were got it, by using his blood and flesh.
And there were no other money income for him.
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Zora life went back to empty again.
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At first he thought that girl was his first love but no sign of first love.
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So he did not know what was first love and he did not suffer too much.
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And he never experience of love before.
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So he just wasted his life alone did not care about anything.
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At one day,
There was a weeks long festival where Zora was.
It was far from Zora work.
Zora went into night club sitting there drinking.
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FRUIT JUICE.
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Some girls behind near his table laugh at him but he did not care as he let go of everything.
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There were around 10 girls they come here for festival from far away.
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Five of them were more obviously beauty and two were more both face and body beautiful.
But from that two,
One is most beautiful girl and arrogant.
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She did not talk with other man,
There were many flies were near them.
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But no one dare to make approach as there were bodyguards standing near them with guns.
They were rich girls.
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There were a riot happen outside of bar and Zora saw them from 1st floor window.
He asked waiter what was happen.
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Waiter told him,
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A woman cheated her husband and found out.
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At that time,
With a sneer,
A girl who laugh at Zora told them that was not exactly right.
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He ask why,
And the girl told him that that man rape and force married that woman
And later he was doing affair everywhere.
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So woman revenge him and got a lover.
And that happen.
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Actually Zora did not wanted to involve
But his life was gone,
So he try to do some good thing for his next life.
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He went there and stop them with a kick to her husband and his friends.
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They said they would kill this woman and Zora and they ran away.
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That woman was on the floor and crying, and Zora got problem now.
He did not know what to do as she was not his girlfriend.
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But Zora got save by the girl.
The girl and her friends came and took the woman back in.
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And Zora got back in too.
But all were not same anymore.
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Zora life was changed again.
That was another corner of Zora life.
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The girl invited him to sit with them.
Soon the girl and him connected.
That night she left other and took him to hotel.
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She allow him to do everything except sex.
She told him, she only sex with him without condom.
So she wanted medical test of clean.
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It would take 3 months and she told him,
she would not left any contact info of her.
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Only if they have a fate and meet again,
with the test, she would sex with him.
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She was a swimmer in sport,
Soon she needed go for competition.
And even she told him that,
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He could sex her with condom now,
But their fate would end.
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Zora was not sperm psycho (some male who always think about how to taking out their sperm.)
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More over, he could die any time in gun fight
And that was other people use him as they needed.
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So he did not want to use other for himself.
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Zora don't understand complicate Romance,
He only understand like someone or not.
If they don't,
So be it.
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He did not sex with her and they stay together as a couple for until festival done.
And still she kept her word.
She did not sex and did not leave any contact info about her.
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But she cried before she left.
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Zora Never Understand Female.
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(A/N: That mystery was never solved even Zora really wanted to know the reason.)
All characters, organizations, places, cases and incidents in this novel are just fictitious.
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