CHAPTER 1: GONE MEMORIES

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"ugh" I groaned when i heard my phone ringing again and again

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"WHAT???, do you know what time is it??" I ask irritatedly

"JANINE!!!" I heard Laika shout at me like there is an emergency happening, "he's awake!!!" my eyes automatically open together with the loud beating of my heart, just one word that make my body froze "janine??, you still there?, Hey! come here immediately, we'll wait for you", and she ended the call. I cannot move any part of my body, tears are streaming down my eyes endlessly, I am happy but at the same time sad,. Finally he's awake, MY HUSBAND IS AWAKE!!!

I drove as fast as i can just to get in that damn hospital, its 1:00 am for gods sake , I just only slept 2 hours. When i enter the hospital i immediately go to the elevator and push the button to the 10th floor. My hands are colds at the same time it sweats

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When the elevator open I hurriedly walk into his room but when i am already at the front of the room, i suddenly stop,my world to be exact. Questions are bluffing in my head, I took a deep breathe and hold the doors handle. I sighed two times before entering the room. All eyes are on me but not his gaze, he smile but never notice my presence and it damn hurts. I walk directly to him until our eyes met, we both stared each other and then here comes my tears flowing like river , shocked cover his face and his eyes were like asking why am i crying?, I stop and sat beside him without breaking our intense staring, everyone stay silent, all i can here is the beeping of the hospital apparatus. "WHO ARE YOU?" three words who broke my heart into pieces and my tears burst in a sudden

HIS POV ( POINT OF VIEW)

She enter my room wearing a very doomed face, and when she start walking directly at me, her tears were flowing again and again. I have this feeling that i want to hug her and comfort her, my heart raced so fast seeking attention coming from her. I miss her for unknown reason. She sat beside my bed and stared at me intensely and i cant stop myself from asking "who are you?" with that she cry like there is no end, now im curious who is she?. Is there someone who can tell me who is she? and why is she here? I was about to hold her and trll her to stop crying because my heart ache for some reason, she hurriedly ran out of the room, everyone was shock, especially me!

"Janine!" a girl call her while CRYING??!!..now I noticed everyone are crying, seriously?! can someone tell me whats going on!! and.....JANINE?? who is she really?

JANINE'S POV

I cannot take the pain so I ran out of the room and get back to my car and cry more. Too much pain will kill me, I swear!!. How?? Why??....He forgot me!! we didn't start already but it end so easily....I dont know what to do anymore until someone knock at my window. I look at him and realize hes a friend of mine, I tiredly open the door of my car. Suddenly he hugged me and by that gesture of him I cried again at his shoulder and then i feel out of breath, last thing I knew a paired of arms wrapped around me and everything went blank.

I woke up when sun strikes at me, I slowly open my eyes hoping that its just a dream, but no, it isn't. I can still feel the pain inside my chest, I sit on the edge of my bed and look around my room or our room to be exact and then my eyes settled on our wedding frame, he didn't smile at the picture but i feel his happy that time, my tears are starting to flow again i immediately wipe it....im tired of it already, i stand and sigh before go to the bathroom

I am so pre occupied so that i didn't notice that im already in the parking lot of hospital, I sighed before stepping out of my car.I am more calm now than before, I enter his room but his asleep

"Janine!?, are you alright?"-Christine(one of our friend) I gave her a weak smile "He slept after you leave earlier" Adrian state "How is he?", I asked " You better talk to his doctor Janine"-Laika(our friend also) "Alright wait right here, I talk to his doctor, i'll be right back" I said and then turned around but to my shock someone slapped me so hard. "Its your fault" and then she began to cry "I trust him to you" she added I apologize to her mother without breaking my voice but she pretend that she doesn't hear me and passed by me "Im sorry Dad" i also apologized to his father "Hey hija its not your fault, stop blaming yourself" I want to be happy by hearing his comment but i cant because of the situation now. I wipe the tears fell on my cheeks and look into his father eyes "Im really sorry sir, I trully meant it" I sighed "I will talk to his doctor, excuse me sir" i formally said now everything is back to normal, I took a last glance into him and step out of the room.

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"He's in the state of a Temporary Amnesia Mrs. Suarez", the doctor just confirmed whats on my mind " Doc Alvares, is there a possibility for him to remember anything?"I hopefully asked "Of course Mrs. Suarez, hes in capable of that because he is strong, he can surpass this soon" I understand that Doc Alvarez are helping me to be strong for him, but im losing my hope "How long?" I asked "We dont know when, but based on the result of his examination there can be possible for him to remember after 2 to 3 months" OoO, that long?, I expect this but hearing it coming from his doctor it shocked me more my legs are shaking I feel numb for a second "Ahm .. doc is there a way for him to remember fast?" "Just for now stay by his side and at the same time pray for him" he gave me a reassuring smile "Thanks doc, I owe you his life" I said sincerely "Your very much welcome Mrs Suarez" I stand and shake our hands and leave his room.

I sighed "Lets talk" I instantly shook my head up when I heard a voice "Follow me" she ordered I instantly follow at her. We stop at the hospital lobby, I look at her and I might say that she is more calm now than before "What are you want to talk mom?" I asked nervously "From now on, you CANNOT SEE HIM" OoO "WHAT?!!" my eyes widen in that statement "But his my husband" I state irritatedly " he cant remember you!, whats the point?" "I will do everything for him to remember me!", " Hah!" she laughed sarcastically "Your the reason why he cant remember anything and now your telling me you will make him remember you!!" she shouted at me, all eyes are on us "And what memory will you help him to remember?, the day when he regrets marrying you!" she added, "Yes its my fault I sincerely accept it but you have no right of taking my husband from me" I said in cold voice and take my leave, she cant do this!! shes out of the line!!!!!