CHAPTER 6: GAIN MEMORIES

EMMAN'S POV

Four days has passed since the incident in the office, after I send her to the hospital I left because I cannot face her yet, I know that it's hard to believe but I'm shy because of my confession, there is one question I'm curious about, if she really has a husband?, I don't know what to think anymore, I hold my head when I feel it hurt I hurriedly get the pain reliever I bought on the hospital last day, I have no one to ask for help because I'm alone now, I'm on Laguna right now and no one knows that but I have no plan to tell them where am I also. I already drink the pain reliever but I think it doesn't help to ease the pain, I close my eyes in so much pain when memories flash in my mind but it's all blurd especially when it comes to that girl, the girl that I want to see because in every angle of my memory all I can see is her, I also know what my life before and that's also the reason why I hate my parents because they also lied to me, they say thanks I have no wife but the truth is I have a wife and she is also the girl I'm with when I was young and the girl I love before my memory lost and until now I love her, I closed my eyes harder when my memory reach the time I got into the accident and when I open my eyes tears flows down on my eyes and then memories flash again but this time it has face, so it's you? it's really you?? why? should I be thankful or should I say sorry? because of my gain memories tears are non stop streaming down my eyes, I'm sorry to forget you, I'm sorry my love, I'm sorry JANINE!